At last, I managed to squeeze some time to update my blog. I was extremely busy with work after long holiday. Padahal annual leave deduct 3 days jer. So with the long interval from work, the morale to go back to work, looking all those documents were just blanks.

Despite having lotsa works, I still managed to revamp my layout. I fell in love with this layout the moment I preview it. Friends Are Forever..We need friends in our life, up and downs. And I hope the friendships that I built with anyone would last till the end of time....I treasure friendships.

Orait enough of being too sentimentel about friends, I will update on why I decided to use the skin in my next...next...entry cos for now, the main reason of this entry is about the event that took place last saturday.

I would like to take this opportunity to thank all guest who turned up to celebrate my son's and niece birthday. Special thanks to her and her for coming, thanks for the gift, maaf kalau tak terlayan, I really felt bad for not being a good host.

I was so damn busy on that day, started from the day before, preparing all ingredients for the next day cooking. Mum told us to cook at her place, so that my place wont be in a mess....*lurve you mum* At about 11am, me, mum and dad proceeded to Northland pri to vote. It was my first time voting and it was such a breeze, no q's and it was done less than 5 mins. After that, went to Northpoint, to do last min shopping, and reached home almost 1pm. Hub was activated to Pasir Ris home, as mil need his help to prepare the bubur asyura. I cant come along cos my mums place was like tongkang pecah.....

By 2pm, fil and hub fectched us. Kaup all the barang from my mums place and dh mcm nak pindah rumah pulak & went to my home to kaup all my things. Reached there almost 3pm and oraganise for a while, eat lunch and then off we went to collect the birthday cakes, mil, sil and the barang² from pasir ris. The invite was 6pm onwards but time went so fast that at 6pm, I was still at Tampines mall. By the time reached back our chalet it was almost 6.45pm.

From the van, I saw her and I quickly made my move and got myself ready. Lucky my sis had get Khairin ready. So from there, people started to come in. It started to rain heavily about 8 plus and due to the heavy rain, guest had to stay longer, hub was all wet and due to that, we are not able to take any family pics. So sad!!! But at least I was grateful that the bdae baby was cooperative enough to forget about his early lights off and was still wide awake during the cake cutting ceremony.

By 9.30pm his eyes were tired and I prepared his milk and put him to sleep in the living room. Dh ngantuk sgt lah tu that budak² terpekik terpekau pun he tak sadar langsung. Ish!!!! Entertained the crowd and I received sms from A's saying that they are not coming coz its already late at night. I request her to come cos they are still guest around and lotsa food and finally she came.

Too bad the cake dh licin kena sebat, and A's jgn amik hati ok. The last guest left the place about 1am and by that time, I was of no energy but still managed to watch the GE results. Muka ada senyum....hehehe

Overall although it was such a tiring day, I enjoyed myself and hope that the guest njoyed too.

But I still owe hub a gift......Sorry darling. I have plan something but the weather is just not right. Dun worry, I will keep my promise....and until now its gonna be a secret. I hope Im able to get on with this plan.

For pics, u've got to wait cos I still doesnt have the time to transfer all the pics to my pc....Sorry folks!!!

On this date in 2005, at 0555hrs, I gave birth to my darling above. We decided to name him Ahmad Nur Khairin, kerana mama & papa taknak mengalah nyer pasal..so there goes N & K initials there.

How times flies, and I could still remember, how I went thru labour, alhamdulillah a short and smooth one, and for sure, its not a trauma for me....So baby lets move on for more...*lol*

To my darling, Khairin, may u be blessed with lotsa Iman and Taqwa, in good health and shape, and be a responsible boy/man to ur parents, elders, society and country (patriotic beb).....We all loves u for who you are....

Dun worry darling, how much I know u enjoy eating cakes, I will get one for u after work and we shall have a mini cake cutting ceremony, nak wait till the weekend cian takut air liur kamu tu meleleh terus. *now Im scratching head for another bdae on the 4th may....* my pockets are having holes already....alhamdulillah the progress packages saves me.....Thank U.....

p/s : Big thanks to the lovely lady, Im touched with the entry...(cute plak in superman gears)Not to forget thanks to all the birthday wishes for my son that I had received either thru sms, tagboards, emails, etc...Khairin, kalau dh besar nanti, remember to thank all aunties personally hor.....

Visit to his paede yesterday evening gave me a little relief. Throughout the whole day mum told me that Khairin doesnt have fever anymore.....coughing still but not as bad as before.

Ard 8pm we reached the clinic. Lucky we are 3rd in the list, if not....I cant imagine how long we got to wait. Upon seeing us, Dr Foo commented u look cheerful today....Yeah my baby darling looked very much better.

She checked Khairin and said, good, got progress out of danger already. But he still need to be puff with the ventolin. But the great news is that, starting from today, he doesnt need to be puff during the night sleep, just do it during the day and the last one will be at 10pm. Alhamdulillah, that was great news to me. At least I dont have to disturb him from his sleep, seeing him tersenggok-senggok when I wanted to place the chamber to his mouth. But upon seeing that monster chamber, mata member terbeliak.com...*lol*

Dr Foo gave next appointment on Monday to see if by the time, Khairin can go completely without puffs. I know and believe that my son can do it....Insya'Allah.

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

The above wordings I dedicated to my one and only beloved son,
Ahmad Nur Khairin B Md Khalid

I wasnt prepared for this to happen to him. But I know it was part of my negligence that he suffered now. To recap the moment I found out that I was pregnant, after numerous tries, I never once took care of my diet. I love and can never live without coke. And all I could remember I avoided that drink during my first trimester and after passing thru the so called critical stage in pregnancy, I drank coke almost everyday. And due to this matter, I always monitor what hes being feed with. So far, I see thats hes ok and his diet are all suitable for kids of his age. But Im sad when some people who doesnt know abt this, kept feeding him with foods that hes not suppose to eat....And will always say..."Alah takper buat obat"

Now, this happen. Khairin's cough doesnt seem to go away, its almost a month, went to 2 different clinics and finished the whole medication including the antibiotics but it just went away for few days and he started coughing again. Then last thursday, he got high fever and luckily I had the paracetamol syrup on standby and gave him every 4hourly. And on Friday, it shot up to 38.3 deg that I decided to bring him back to the clinic. Since it was P/H, I got to bring him to the 24 hrs clinic. Temperature taken and it showed 41.5....OMG. The doctor scolded me for giving him fever medications 4hrly cos it may overdose him....I was angry and and at same time shocked. Angry cos, I gave him the medications as prescribed by the dr, to give him 4hrly if I monitor the temp to be high....and shocked cos by doing that I may overdose my darling son.

I was confused and in the end, he decided to insert the bullet. Khairin was screaming like hell and only Allah knows what I felt, it was blank. I only want him to get well thats all. So one whole day I stayed at mums place, she assisted me to take care of Khairin.....Seeing his state I was so down....I kept lying beside him.

On sat, seeing his that hes ok, I proceeded with the plan to shift some of my things to my sis place. I needed to clear my home for the big event. Hub decided that we put Khairin under his parents side and I obliged even though I was not confident. Why I said so, if Khairin is there, during the period that hes on medication, he will miss that. They told me that they tak sampai hati tgk Khairin nangis mcm tu sekali. In my heart, he will definitely cry, but we have to force, if not how to get well, we can always pacify him balik as long as the medications go down his throat. So when hub suggested that, I told him, I dun care, what I know Khairin will eat his medicine, dia nangis mcm rumah nak roboh ke, I know he swallow every single drop of it. Hub promised me that he shall explain it to them.

Alhamdulillah, when its cycle for his medicine, I was there to feed him myself. One funny thing abt this boy, whenever he sees me out from the kitchen, he will peek at my hand, and if he saw me with the little syringe, he will quickly crawl backwards...*lol*

Then came Sunday, everything was normal during the day. But during these few days, what I noticed he will always run a temp at night. Sometimes burning hot that I could feel it penetrates to my skin. In the middle of night, I will sponge him and made him sleep by my side and kept stroking his back with lullabys till he slept.

On Monday morning, after sending him to my mums place, mum told me to bring him to this paede. I thought of going later evening but seeing his state, I guess better go dun wait anymore. Decided to declacre my own leave, and that will be urgent leave. I know they will not be happy but Im doing this because Im his mum. Once reach we were the first patient. Dr Foo, asked me lots of q and why I didnt bring him earlier since his cought was long. I said that I always finish work late and by the time I came back, to rush to the clinic was so the tkdemasa. She then told me to follow the nurse together with Khairin to the other room for the nebulizer. I was stunned. It was placed near his chest to help clear the airway. It took around ten minutes and after that, back to the doctors room.

Dr Foo checked on him and said, it was better and told me to take him for a walk and come back again in 20 minutes. If hes all alrite then they dont have to do another round. Alhamdulillah after the 20 mins he was still ok but Dr Foo need us to give him the puffs at home. My knees was getting weak. Dr Foo taught mum how to do it and she emphasise, even if he cry, let him cry, this thing has to be done.

So at home I could see that hes breathing was so fast that I kept seeing tears from his eyes. He looked at me straight into my eyes and all I could do was cry together with him. It got worse when we tried to let him take the puff. He cried so hard that I cried with him. Whenever he saw me coming with the chamber, he turned his face and cried. I got to force ourselves and I know it was hard for him. After we completed each cycle, I will kiss him and apologise. I make sure, I wake up in the night when its time for his puff or medicine. I am responsible for everything.

After all this incident, I talked to hub that, for all this while, I have tolerated alot of negligence from either myself or others. But after this, Im gonna be more firm. Im gonna protest if I know the food is gonna be harmful to him. May Allah gives me the strength to overcome all this.

For my baby son, Mama am really sorry. I dun mean to hurt you. Get well soon.

Yesterday I didnt went for my netball training, the reason

1) Mum called me to inform that my aunty was admitted to hospital due to batu karang, got to do immediate surgery. May u have a speedy recovery....

2) The week of the month is still not ard to visit me.....Im afraid that I might exert myself, so before anything goes wrong and Im gonna regret forever, beta pause.

what hes capable to do at 11mths :-

* understand simple intructions ; like when I said "no", he will move back look at me and shake his head (got to depend on his mood also)

* plays peek a boo with those whos hes familiar with

* when I said "pls give mama", he will give me the things that he has in his hand

* after finishes the stick biscuit, he will point at the cabinet and mumble...uuhhh..uhhhh..(only certains times can hear him say...ak = nak)

* can kiss people but with his mouth open and saliva will be spread onto the face....complete with turning peoples cheek left/right with his hand

and one new thing I witnessed today, when I was leaving for work, I gave him my hand, and he held my hand, put it towards his mouth...yeah!!! he knows how to salam, cos seconds before I gave him my hand, he saw Ilham salam his mother....

I kept kissing him and wanted him to try again.....but I tink in his heart...well..its only once per person, Im done with u, wait long², u tink im a clown is it....*lol*

Sat, was my working sat and after work, headed back to mum place cos initially hubs plan was to follow bil to car mart . But in the end plan cancelled cos his bike cannot start. Tried to send to the bike shop but this uncle charged him 400+ and will be ready in 3days. Well its not the the shop he always frequent to, bab tu kena ketuk.

So in the end he made up his mind to send it to his normal apek nyer kedai. Was bill 150 and take on the same day itself. Selamat!!!

On Sat evening, went to Al Ma'arif for my normal routine during Maulidur Rasul. And for the first time, I had Khairin together with me. Syukur Alhamdulillah, he was not cranky and he slept peacefully, the lullabys of praising Allah and his Prophet (Muhammad) in a group must be soothing to him.

Reached home by 11.00pm.

Sunday
At 12.30noon, bil came over to our place, to fetch hub for their appointment, where else?? the car mart. Suddenly when hub was leaving, Khairin cried like being abused. He doesnt want to let go of hub and cried soo much that I was kinda pissed off too. Well even before that, incidents happened and I dun wish to eleborate on that. So in the end, hub decided that we came along and nasib baik all Khairin's things are ready, cos I initially planned to go Pasir Ris first and wait for hub there. But plans semua kena tolak tepi.

We reached Car City by 1.30 and mata ku pun sunggugjahat.com Kept pointing to hub, oh that car or this car....*lol* but to owe one by ourself, its definitely not now. So kita berangan jer lah....Aniways, leh pinjam ngan bil....kan...kan...kan...Atau nak kira sewa gak eh.....Common its for Khairin's usage also.....Hahaha....

So bil decided on Mitsubishi Lancer....Not the sports type cos its out of budget....Takperlah asalkan ada keta leh jln...dah cukup.

Next we were send to Mil place. Spend the day there and Khairin was on his excellent mood there...No crying....only giggles. Once we step inside, while I was removing his socks, he kept getting down from the sofa and pointed at the cabinet where nyai place his toys.....

From there, after maghrib, we made our move to Ipoh Lane. And by 11.30 we reached home, washed up and off to sleep. Khairin slept till morning....Baik anak mak eh.....

So today, will be last day to baca maulud, and I gonna miss this atmosphere again. And 23 Rabiulawal 1427 (22.04.2006), will be Khairins first year in Ismalic calendar. How fast time flies....

To all my bloggermates and readers...Selamat Menyambut hari keputeraan buat Nabi junjungan kita Muhammad S.A.W.

I dun wanna tink about it, it doesnt concern me, and y should I bother my brain to tink, but I know I still got to tink about it...

And on the 1oth confirm leaving....I was like, oh dear...hello, within short notice?? I cant be bothered lah, u are all adults, can tink for yourself, all I can say bon voyage and ingat-ingatlah orang pat sini....especially without them, we do not exist.

Weekend is coming, bil needs hubs assistance....nak beli keta....Alhamdulillah...leh kita sewa eh tuk merounding.....*lol*

Orait take care peepz and have a great wkend.

My nephew really gave us an April Fools joke....Well just kidding. What actually happened was, he, Ilham was hospitalised a day before his neneks birthday. Hes having this asthma history and my sis tried her very best bringing him to family doc including the 24 hrs clinic in the wee hours, just hoping that the asthma could go off with the help of the assistance at the clinics but they cant do anything.

He was referred to NUH but sis sent him to KKH instead. Poor Ilham, he was so down and refused to be warded. We had to really play part in assuring him that everything is gonna be alright.

Since hub was on duty on Sat, I stayed at the hospital all the way. By 8 we moved off, dh kena halau nyer pasal...*lol*

On Sun, hub came back to mums place cos I spent the night there. It was my mums 48th birthday. Seriously, we didnt get any cakes cos mum requested that she doesnt want any for this year cos she wants to go dating with dad....*ewah² bukan main lagi* but since Ilham was hospitalised all plans cancelled. By 3pm, we headed to the hospital, and Ilham was cheerful again. Alhamdulillah the intervals for puff is 3hrly, meaning he just need to maintain till he can stand up to 4hrly per puff then hes allowed to be discharge.

This year round, we celebrated my mums bdae in the hospital in the end. Luckily bil bought a cake for mum and in the end we sang her a birthday song in the ward (nasib at that time only 3 patient in the room). Mum was surprised and kept telling us not to sing any bdae song cos dia takut jadi salah pulak...nanti kena chase out....

And for this year I & hub got her the I-pamper....Hope u like it mum...

Happy belated 48th birthday to my loving mama, Hajah Edah Binte Haji Yunan...Semoga dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki dah dianugerahkan dgn kesihatan untuk jaga cucu² lagi...*lol*

I love u mama.....

Khalindah, your true color is Blue!

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The reason why I decided to play netball is just one...to lose weight. Am I being paranoid of my myself....I guess no...Well apart from shedding the kilos, I wanna lead healthy lifestyle....keep my body firm...and so on.

Initially I wanted to forgo the idea but one incident that happened to me on my way back home....motivated me to do so. I was like normal, standing in the crowded train when suddenly a young chinese boy, stood up and ushered me to his seat....Alamak!!! I was asking myself..."Am I pregnant or do I look pregnant".....I was sooo...damn blushed and haha...sit lah....*lol* Penat nyer pasal...

At mums place, I looked myself in the mirror, no wonder he gave up his seat....So thanks to you boy, u made me realise that I need to work out.

Now Im kinda mad, pissed off, plan all haywire and bla..bla..bla..
Husband was on duty yesterday. Tomorrow will be on duty again for the month of April...Mak ai....Ni yg plan the duty roster dh kenapa...buang tebiat ke?? He couldnt find a repalcement which means he got to serve it. Pity u hub....And there goes our plan to spend the night at mils place tonight. Well its not our fault and we do not want that to happen either.

And one thing I dun like people to plan my sons schedule....He still have his mak / bapak, tapi kenapa Im always left out about the arrangements of my son....I told hub about it and he said that he understand but Im not sure to which extend he could understand my dilemma. People say Im selfish and over protective towards my son....Yeah...by all means...label me that. Go get married, go thru pregnancy, go thru labour, go thru sleepless nites..if you are lucky....dun get PND like me and then u shall understand y...I am like this....

So back to what Im suppose to blog about, since plans get messed up, I could only look forward for Sunday.....but I bet hub will spend his time catching up on his sleep. And after that Monday comes again....Arghhhh...

Oh ya, sometimes people dont understand or bochap to understand. Since my boss decided on the "STRICTLY NO SMOKING" in the office, some people still got the cheek to continue puffing happily in his room. When I mentioned of the warn, he kept saying..."My room tak affected per"....I answered back "Oh is it...Isnt your room in the office or can u give me your office address??"...He was stunned and cant answer my question....Tell u nicely u dun want....I shall go sarcastic way....Mind u.

Aniway....have a great wkend peeps.....

So fast and its midweek already.....

My leg is aching...but alhamdulillah not that bad, tulah once in a blue moon, exercise...amik kau!! Well atas nak shed off kilos nyer pasallah...i joined her to the netball training....Its been ages I played the game and all the knowledge karat lor.....

First time training and I shall say I had an enjoyable time and....enjoyable ride home....Maceh eh Lily....u shouldnt have take the trouble to ask ur hub to send me to Yishun...Niways..thanks alot.

During training, I did perspire a lot....Naik rimas pulak...but it good sign per...dun complain...So once I reached my place, hub waited for me downstairs with kimi....Hes finally awake, nak fetch mama nyer pasal....Thanks both darling hub and dear son.

Rested for awhile and headed for shower.....and yeah..baru excercise, mak tapaukan nasi...sayang pulak tak mkn...hahaha.....So after that, ironed my clothes and off to the dreamland....I had difficulty to sleep cos my leg was aching like hell....I cant bear to wake hub up cos, whose idea was to join....I got to endure myself.

Alahamdulillah, when I woke up in the morning, the pain wasnt that bad and something motivate myself to work....Guess what??

Conversations :-

A's says:
awak.

Dun wanna be a tourist..Wanna be a traveller says:
yup

A's says:
hhhmmm... bz ke.. naper tak update blog...

Dun wanna be a tourist..Wanna be a traveller says:
...busy like a bee

A's says:
hhmmm...

A's says:
wah.. g holiday besh tak...

Dun wanna be a tourist..Wanna be a traveller says:
holiday

Dun wanna be a tourist..Wanna be a traveller says:
bila masa pulak

A's says:
not say holiday ler... ah ape eh..

A's says:
yg u sewa keta g m'sia with ur sis & another fren...

A's says:
should i say.. 1 day tour..

Dun wanna be a tourist..Wanna be a traveller says:
hmm....i ada tulis or sa somewhere eh

Dun wanna be a tourist..Wanna be a traveller says:
i myself cant recall

Dun wanna be a tourist..Wanna be a traveller says:
*say

A's says:
tak tulis ler... man's talk..

A's says:
hehe.. got it..?

Sungguhtakpadan.com laki aku nie.....Well he must have told him about it...Hehe..Takleh keep rahsia langsung!!!!*lol*

On saturday, we decided to go JB, as I managed to rent a car from my aunty. It was such a last min plan as initially we wanted to get the VIOS but due to some misunderstanding, we settled for the Trajet instead. Since it was a bigger car, I decided to ask my sis family along. So in total 7 adults 3 kids and one infant...Imagine saper yg tunggu belakang keta kita tuk cap passport pasti menyumpah...

We set off at 12noon....Smooth traffic at the causeway....So by almost 1pm, we headed down to Danga Bay for our Brunch. I had mee bakso asli...and mind u, 3 bowls of mee bakso with a different taste but comes from the same shop. And luckily i get the best one..for hub and sis, their gravy was tasteless but hubs one was the worst.

After that, we planned to drive up to Melaka...where to?? Umbai. But in the end the plan was cancelled as bil was called up for night shift. Hur..hur..There goes my ikan bakar umbai....But hub promised me that we will do it again...

So after that we went to Akhirs relatives place, kat Jln Pakis....if im not mistaken...rested for awhile and went to Giant for shopping spree....hahaha!!! it was milk borong for me....Budget...so gielah m'sia beli susu. Well not only that, we bought lotsa other groceries as well....but we were having problem gak as trajet doesnt have a spacious boot....and hub planned to put Khairins pram on the car top....Ewah² pepandai awak eh....makcik saya pelangkung kepala baru tao!!!*lol*

So after much patience, we managed to put everything in car and off we went for dinner at Singgah Selalu....The food was not bad as it was my first time there and we tot it was going to be expensive but...it was only 157RM....mak datuk gitunyer spread...Hmm....

So after that, we decided to go back Singapore...Again the traffic was smooth...and by 8.45pm, we sent my sis home, sent the things to our home, we decided to meet again by 10pm this time to Mustafa Centre....but this time, without my sis as her kids are all sleepy and even my mums maid I didnt bring along.

It was such a great time cos Khairin was sleeping thruout and mama and papa..managed to roam around without having to carry him....Org tolak trolley, kita tolak pram. After few rounds, we decided to R&R at the cafe. I tried the masalah tea and the taste was not as good as the one selling at Chong Pang...Nak tak nak, sedap tak sedap, minumlah jugak...

So my 1am we decided to make our move....Kalau tak tot nak go changi but...hub was already half eyes open mode...Chet!!! But nevertheless we really made full use of the car.....

Cik Sal & Cik Noh....we will call u again....Jangan serik² eh...hehehe

I think this entry is misleading cos, I have friends who ask for my new number....

Sorry for the tak clear information. Aniways Im still using my old number...Thanks!!!

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As much as I feel sad over the lost of my handphone, I know I got to face the reality. Its gone and will never return.

On Monday after work, hub suggested that I meet him at Sun Plaza. He brought me to the M1 shop, with one motive in mind, get myself a replacement phone. I wasnt agreeable but he insisted. I told him, on one condition. Choose ur own model and decide for yourself. He was reluctant alamak in my heart dah mcm filim industan plak!!!..After a long time, I managed to pester him saying yes.

And for that I got to sign up for another 2 yrs contract with the service provider. Hmm....

So here is the replacement....

ps : to friends to have my number, please sms me so that Im able to update my phone book. Thanks!!

Nothing much happened during the weekend, cos I am still under the "DO NOT DISTURB" mode...about my handphone that went missing....

At work on Friday hub called me and asked whether I received any news from Comfort Cab and when I replied no, he immediately said, like that got to find oredi...I was like huh!! find!! cari!! nak cari kat mana I asked him, he said, kedai lah. In my heart I was like, No! No! dear...dun have to go to that extend.

At night, upon seeing hub at mums place, he kissed my forehead and knew that the issue was troubling me and tried to cheer myself up. I kept letting out tears and in fact during dinner when I looked at his face, auto ni airmata meleleh...Tulen hor, not main-main one.

He kept comforting me, and told me not to tink so much, its gone. I told him, it just the way i received it, its my first bdae prezzie from him and tat makes thing worst. If I had bought it with my own money I believed Im not this affected.

We went home and I was totally in buzzed off mode and went straight to bed. I saw him surfing M1 webbie but seriously Im not interested.

Morning came I got myself ready for work. The journey was so damn bored w/o handphone. In fact another reason of y i forgot abt my handphone, I was too engrossed with reading...Memoirs of A Geisha. So now seeing this book makes my heart pinched, ada jugak terfikir nak buang *lol* but common Im still sane. Sesungguhnya buku tak bersalah. So now dlm train no sms = reading

After work went back to my mums place, cos Khairin was there. I waited for hub to come, before eating lunch together with him. After lunch while I was browsing the classified section, I asked him this

Me : "Nak go sepang"...
Him : Silent w/o any hok/hek.
Me : "Sepang...sepang...minta kena sepak. Kena sepak nak!!. Dahlah handphone ilang, ckp byk pulak"
Him : Smiling at my own question and answer...."I tak ckp eh"
Me : "Yeah I know....berpijak di bumi nyata"*lol*

Sunday:

Cooked simplest dish, and straight to mil place. Spent the whole day there and I was having terrible headache.

All this because of ear infection, toothache

ear infection = korek telinga like nobody's business
toothache = makan gula-gula byk sgt

handphone ilang = my own carelessness

Have a great week peepz....

63 days its with me and its gone.

Its true I have to understand sometimes its just not my rezeki, but the scenario of how I get it is very sentimental to me.

My hub isnt the romantic type who pleases me with surprise, to be frank, he never bothers to even get a card for important dates like my bdae, wedding anniversary, apa lagi gifts.

After I confide with him, hes now able to understand. For me, I dun need him to shower me with expensive gifts, but a simple wish will do, it could really make me on a cloud nine.

And it was a total different this year round during my birthday, I just couldnt believe he would get me something that was out of my thought. He said, since he got extra incentives, he dun mind, but it cant be always. I understand what he meant by that.

That "thing" hold too much memories of me, hub and our beloved son, and due to my own carelessness, I lost it. If not of a message from my colleague I tink it will still be in my bag all along the journey.

How I miss u my
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First of all welcome the returning of her....As guessed people miss your entries, so blog more since u go more time in hand liao.

On Monday evening Khairin got sudden fever visit, all of a sudden he became so lembik tak de mood for anything. Kept being cranky. Is he teething?? Im also not that sure, cos no signs of that except for one tooth yg ada and nickname pak mat gigi sebatang...lol

Or he trying to walk?? Watever it is darling, I just want you to be back to your normal self, its heartbreaking seeing you with the ayam berak kapoor look.

And, was it a blessing that he developed his fever? Cos on Monday itself, I received a call, arrangement for interview the next day. As much as I wanted to leave and find a new job, the feel takut is there. I dun know why....I know what I want, but sometimes that is the barrier of me moving forward. Address given and hub assisted me to find out the exact location. I was like...alamak mcm tempat jin kena tendang hehehe

I was still unsure till the next morning, I looked at Khairin and his temperature went slight down. I then decided to take time off, to be with him in the morning and by 9am, I left the house and told him, "Pray for mama sayang....its for our future" He kept crying and doesnt want to let go of me, but I know I must be firm....just go never turn back.

I reached the place, and from the first impression, I fell in lurve with it, from the environment and theres something that just attracts me....and in fact till today, I keep tinking but I know I cant pin on high hopes, cos the best person wins.

Ya'allah, pada saat ini aku dipersimpangan antara dua keinginan, dan aku tau walaupun tidak mustahil jika kedua permintaan ini dimakbulkan, aku redha akan apa saja pemberian rezeki mu kepada ku...Amin

To one and only Shahrina Ahmad





Happy Bdae to u..
Happy Bdae to u...
Happy Bdae to Rina....
Happy Bdae to u.....

*hugs and kisses*

May u have an enjoyable day, blessed with great health & wealth...Have fun and stay sweet always...

Im back with updates...

Been busy lately and with the Lazy bum bum mode, semua tak jln hehe...

Wkends was boring for me, cos the same routine will be over and over again. Sometimes I asked myself, can I skip Sats and Suns cos thats when or where arguments may step in.

Like many other working moms, Im in this dilemma as in, wkends it will be a trip to inlaws, kalau tak pegi nanti kecik hati. Kalau pegi, tersampai lambat, pun kena. So my conclusion, we will still go, kalau sampai lambat, I still made it a point to go....Let them play with Khairin and get in touch with any latest issues.

Alhamdulillah he doesnt get cranky anymore...Hes getting more and more familiar with the faces of hubs side.

Saturday
Decided to bring him for his D.A. at Ooi Baby & Child Clinic. I was worried that he may end up taking nis nap and will get to his takdemood.com character. Nights before, I kept explaining to him that I shall bring to Dr Foo's cos she need to test him. Member ni plak, org ckp dr nak test, dia ingat nak kasi itu enjet, badan mula hangat...Chet!!!

So we left home at around 10.30, and there was a crowd. I pun kanchong spider, takut dia tido, cos its his nap time. He started to get cranky and wants to roam satu clinic, alamak!! awak tu comel loteh, sekali org langgar, terbaring trus nanti....notty momma. He was so the menggeliat mcm belut, till hub gave up and pass him to me....Mak jugak!!

Then it was his turn...greeted Dr Foo and test begun. Alhamdulillah he passed his test and off we go. Naik cab trus lepak. We went back to mums place, since hub was hungry, nak tunggu kita masak, nampaknya late lunch lah. So had our lunch there, sempat bapak budak tido kejap then back to our home and quickly settle mana yg patut and off to Pasir Ris.

After maghrib, we went to geylang, cos fil was helping with a relative at a stall. So pendek kata our day was just mkn...I didnt eat much cos I ate quite huge portion of nasi briyani that sil cooked. By 10, we decided to make our move.

Sunday
Out for jemputan at Ubi...And guess wat, I forgot to bring along the prezzie for Alisha....Cos I thought nak singgah her place, if shes not around, just leave t at the gate....Mak nenek of me lah!! Mcm maner bleh lupa, padahal ingat punyer ingat...SO sorry alisha, dun worry I get it mailed to you....

After that went to hubs cousins place at hougang....New baby gal born...Nur Iqma...nice name, mata bulat, idung mancung...ans Khairin was too engrossed with the little cutie pie that he takblehdukdiam.com, panjat sana panjat sini, just to get glimpse of the babe, when I was feeding, and dengan pantas he taps the gals head.....Mak datok, brutalnya!!! Baby no 2...i tink got to wait first.....hehe

Friends close to me, must be anxiously waiting for my dinner update plus snaps of pics that I had planned. But Im really sorry that, something happened last min and it really made me lost mood.

Well to some people, maybe its a small matter or some kind of joke but hey for me its something really serious and it affects my pride.

It all happened when I just finished my Asar prayer, when I changed from telekung to tudung, and he opened the curtain...I was stunned. Instead of apoligising and close the curtain back, he just stood there and compliment. I quickly put on my hijab and went out. I was seriously disappointed and I lost all focus and concentration.

I thought I was safe, safe to pray cos all along this never happened, and this was the first time...He got the cheek to bring it up and told me to remove my hijab. He infact debated saying, he tot there was no one or I may be sleeping. But still, I told him off, if the curtain is draw, must be a lady inside....dun care whether shes sleeping or wat, u got no right to open....cos if theres no one inside the room, takkan curtain tu kita tutup kan...Use ur brain lah!!!

Throughout the journey, to dinner, I kept laughing with my colleagues but only GOD knows what was in my mind...I was affected by the whole issue and upon seeing hub at tampines, Khairin was sleeping but he woke up a while later and started to get cranky. We proceeded to the restaurant and Khairin started to cry like hell. People started to look at me one kind, as if I dun know how to pacify him....I did what I could, I said prayers in his ear, and one minute he was smiliing and quiet, but the next minute he wailed again.

It really tested my patience that he keep throwing his bottle and body from my arm. Till hub came out and took him over. He totally went silent in hubs arm. I was sad, and lately Khairin doesnt want me, and it happend again, with his wailing, with the incident at work, with mum & hub didnt bring along his plain water, really bothers me.

He didnt sleep still but was being cheeky when hub brought him in the restaurant. I lost my appetite, I didnt eat much. About 945 we left the restaurant, called for cab, and throughout the journey I just kept silent in fact till today I still havent talked much to hub.....I still cant forget the whole episode and worst still at office he brought up the issue asking me to remove my hijab...

Lately lots of things happened that made me kind of moody and tak kuasa.com

But nowadays...im beginning to smile...even its not ear to ear..but somehow it brightens up my life.

1) LUP that involves the flat Im staying now is confirmed....It will take abt 2yrs...(OMG, got to bear with the dusts...*ambil alat pelitup*) but I am really happy, a little tolerance and sacrifices means I dun have to pass by the corridor of inconsiderate neighbours.
p/s : to those who need to come to my home, for your own benefit, please alight at level 8 instead of 5.

2) The government giving cash this time...and its advance birthday present for my lil Khairin...apart from that, hes gonna get his next round of baby bonus as well...Syukur Alhamdulillah...

Now Im having headache, trying to get a place for dinner tonight. Its under the company's expenses...but the bosses are not going...only staffs. Bagus jugak..selalukan lah buat mcm nie...confirm my output gonna be more....(but im overwork liao...). Bosses tak ikut, lagi peaceful kami semua mkn....Khekhekhe

1) Seoul Garden
2) Bali Thai
3) Straits Kitchen
4) Cafe Vienna
5) Kintamani
6) Breeks
7) Swensens
8) Secret Recipe

mana satu eh....(Kreta racing no 1, wat number do you want?)

to choose a place for mkn pun memeningkan...

Long time no update. As usual, I will set aside a short time at work to post/update my blog. But since Friday, my pc went Kaput....Well Im thinking when its gonna be my turn.

I rarely on the pc at home, as the journey home really kills me. And once I see my hero, there goes my time. With his gembengnezz nowadays, I really have no time for other personal issues. All my time are SOLELY for him unless theres someone he wants to switch his attention to.

So many things happen and I getting more and more sicked with the surroundings. Apart from that, hub lost his hp....Arrghh!!! Whats makes me lose my mood and interest more is that, most of Khairin's videos, since he was just few days old was stored in it. I know hub was very affected by the lost but.....

Due to the lost of his hp, I didnt really enjoyed the trip we made to Singapore Zooligical Garden on Sat. for the 9 DSMB family day. It was bothering me, cos the night before the hp went missing, I kept repeating Khairin's video.....Was that a sense of lost??

To A's if you are reading this, sorry sis, if i dun look good that day....now u know the reason..

My second entry for the day......

It just struck me suddenly and I miss him soooooooo much...

Friday :

Hub suggested we spend the the night at Pasir Ris home, and I go to work from there the next day. I obliged to the idea. Hub asked me to wait for him at office, where he shall go home to get our stuffs, picked Khairin from mums place and fetched me. So he reached at about 7.30pm. Continued the journey to Pasir Ris and Khairin refused to let mil carry him when I passed him to her at the gate. Yeah let him warm up dulu.

I went in, left him at the living room and he start to crawl towards his favourite area....Where granny placed his toys. And he took his favourite toy and crawled to his granny and raised his hands. Pandai anak mama....*kiss* He broke the rules, he didnt sleep at his normal time, he slept at 9.30pm. Since sil not in town, we slept in her room, 3 beranak on one bed...I was very careful, takut terlanggar, tertentandang or terhempap Khairin.

Woke up, bathe, and got ready for work. Khairin will be taken care by hub and his family members.

Saturday :

Early part of the day was spent at work. Reached home at 1.30pm and he was sleeping after getting himself tired playing with mak chu, nyai and atok. At almost 5.30pm, hub wanted to go Parkway Parade. Went with Iza and mak. Khairin was eager and mentel....we walked around, went to banquet for dinner since Iza just came back from work. We went to Mothercare and I fall in love with gals clothings.....Iza took a few and showed me, "Kak, second one girl hor...I will have more choices to select..." (me smiling) "pray for me k....insya'allah"

Si Khairin ni plak, sibuk dok tgk baju pompuan gak, not only that kept staring at bb gal..."ewah², anak bujang nie..dah leh jaga mama lum?" hehe...

Headed home and reached at almost 9, and at 11.30 we decided to make our move. Thought nak tido jer sana, but hub didnt bring enough milk for Khairin, buat dia melalak tetgh mlm, mana nak cari.

Gedebak gedebuk, we reached home almost midnight. Put khairin in his cot, and I got the bed for myself...hehe...

Sunday :

Laze ard at home and by 3pm, I decided to go clinic due to my bad cough. Its been almost a week but it just didnt get better. Cost hub 41bucks...mahalnya...Ish!!!! I tink anitibiotic nyer pasal coz my throat was red...After that went to Causeway point. Metro having lotsa sales, but my sen got to be save...Aiseyman....next time hor...but i managed to get myself a bag....*wink*

While on our way back ibunda ku tersayang called, asking me tak kuar ke...masak apa. Since the marcaroni that I cooked for lunch still ada, I told her, we will pop by.....lagipun my dad jarang dpt jumpa Khairin, on weekdays, by the time he reached home, I already left my mums place....Pity him....

Im coughing like hell. It wasnt that bad initially but since yesterday night it just went crazy. Hub looked at me and gave me a stare, claiming that my cough was so bad. It not that I dont wanna go clinic and get MC, its just that...im soo super duper malas and apart from that they are other reasons.

And yesterday evening, I tink the neighbourhood must be alarmed by my screamed. Hahaha...all because of one cockcoach. I just have phobia with lipas and that was the caused of the scream. I was watching TV when I heard the toilet door opened and hub was done with his shower. Then I saw a glimpse of something fly passed. I was extremely sure that I saw something and kept staring towards the kitchen. Hub was busy washing his hand at the sink and yes I saw it on the wall and I screamed..."aaahhh lipas....abang....lipas...."and it was the betina, which mean can fly one. I jumped up the sofa and luckily didnt fall, mind you the floor was slippery.

The cockroach and me went to opposite direction and I quickly hid behind hub. And insisted that he go and catch that monster. And last I saw it was at the curtain. Pushing hub to go and he checked every corner sambil dia membebel, "lipas oh lipas, aku tk kacau kau, jgn lah kau kacau aku...keluarlah" but no sign of it. Then I saw it crawling and screamed again...till hub kata, " Tolonglah yang...jgn pekik gitu mcm, terperanjat abg"....peduli apa...as long as that monster lum dapat i wont stop screaming....lol

It went to the balcony and I kept pointing to hub where it went. In the end he clench his fist and threw it out of the window. I asked him u sure or not, u jgn bedek. He say betul lah, naik penyet monster tu, tak percaya cium ah tangan...Chett!! *buek*

So it was done but I still feel unsecure, I kept thinking tadi dia kat langsir tiba-tiba crawl kat different area, could it be a different one...haiya...So mana-mana hub pegi I membontot...haha, and bila kat dapur he asked me to make coffee for him, and he wanted to leave the kitchen, then I said, "alah duk sini dulu, tunggu ayg lah....takut nie.... "

Indah...indah....u so the penakut....what to do...phobia ma....kwangx3

10 Muharram 1427 Hijrah...

Since I got to know hub, on this date mil will not miss cooking bubur Asyura. But since last few years, she had gantung her periuk as, no kaki tangan to help. All of them are working and its not easy task, where this recipe uses 11 different kind of nuts....

But no matter what, I am thankful to her cos ever since the first time i tasted it, I like it very much and she didnt turn this menantu antu nyer request to masakkan during Khairins cukur rambut....So saper yg dtg tu, dpt rasa tak?

And for this rounf, she cooked it last wkend. Niat di hati nak tlg, but biasalah dengan anak, mana nak siapkan dia, siapkan diri sendiri...uwah...we reached there almost 12noon, dh siap masak pun, tinggal ngap jer khekhe

And this bubbly grandson of her...pun bukan main lagi...asik nganga jer mulut, lambat suap, dia pekik...eh nie dh melampau nie. Alamak Khairin jgn nanti kat umah cari gak tu bubur sudah...mama lum pass lagi. Kalau dh pandai ckp nanti minta nyai masakkan eh....*confirm anak antu*

K lah, there seems to be alot more that I wanna blog about, but the mood is just not there.





This is his look and his pose time tido at 9 months....

He turns 9months yesterday.....Such a big boy now. But he was not well since last Monday. It started with running nose, on wednesday night coughing and yesterday diarrhoea. Oh my poor boy.....I pity him, I make sure he consume plenty fluids to avoid him from being dehydrated.

Brought him to the clinic yesterday evening, lucky enough he wasnt cranky. Paedi precsribe him with running nose, cough and diarrhoea mixtures, he also advise us to switch to lactose free formula in the meantime till his diarrhoea subside. Get well soon son....

As he turns nine months, this is what hes capable of doing

* wave goodbye....(rapper style)
* clap his hands
* stand and walk few steps...(got to support on sofa)
* doesnt want to let go of me once im at my mums place
* hold his own bottle
* call ma....ma.....pa...pa....and bek...bek..(ish!!! nenek nyer mana)

3 more months to his first birthday....already have something in mind...gonna celebrate 3 birthday together.....*hip...hip....hurray*

Yesterday I was on compassionate leave, the demise of my cousins wife on 31January 06 bersamaan 01Muharram 1427.

I was shocked when my mum broke the news to me. I was already at mums place to send Khairin before departing for work but I decided not to report for work. Smsed my clg and we actually had to wait cos the jenazah is still at SGH for post-mortem. According to relatives theres too much complications and whole procedure ends at almost 4pm.

Jenazah dimandikan dan dikafankan.....I was crying during the procedure, even though we were not that close, but I was in great grief especially towards her baby. Yes, arwahnya just gave birth and the baby is only 4 mths old and I could really feel that the journey in life would be very struggling w/o a parent.

Samsi my dear nephew, I could see hw intelligent u were at ur mums burial, you keep ooo..aaa...to others its like telling others u are able to speak or feel ur mums existence. I pray that Allah strengthens both ur dad and your heart. Life has to go on.

Al-fateha buat Allahyarhamha, Titik Marlina Binte Md Din. Semoga rohnya di tempatkan di kalangan orang2 yg beriman....

The whole episode left a great impact on me....When I saw hub, I looked at him and hugged him tightly, we had Khairin together with us and we must treasure all that we have now....we never know wat awaits us......

Selamat Menyambut tahun baru 1427 Hijrah buat semua umat Islam. Semoga tahun baru ini akan membawa seribu keberkatan buat semua umatNya.

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Last Sun, we made a trip to Kota Tinggi. It was a last min arrangement as we couldnt make up our mind of KL or Johor.

It was indeed fun and I love the natural freezing water. It made me so fresh and rasa mcm tak nak kuar dari tu air pun ada but....before we stepped out, I asked hub, will there be a return and he said, of course....;)

We left Kota Tinggi at 4.30 and went to Giant at Plentong...So its milk grabby time...Not only i borong Khairin milk powder but his biscuits and cereals as well. Hah!! amik ko, mcm2 flavour ada, jadi mcm minimart plak umah my mum nanti.

Not to forget we headed for seafood and the driver and his wife invited us to singgah their mums home for awhile, for wash up...etc..etc...Baik kan!!! But we just changed the kids diaper.

Thumbs up service for abang Fazli and kak Liza, we surely gonna engage your service again.


Kota Tinggi - 29th January '06

Yippe long weekend. But too bad my wkend start only this tomorrow afternoon. Haiz....work commitment.

Looking forward for the wkend as Im gonna spend all the time that I have with my kimi raikkonon aka castello and also the short trip to....Kota Tinggi. Mesti ramai org kan!!! But never mind as long as I get to get to spend time with the loved ones.

Still trying to plan where we may land ourselves on Mon and Tues....Shopping centres confirm will be ghost town....Haiya....nielah dia if CNY, it seems that we only have limited choices. Movies??, but to think of the PH rates....it will only burn holes in our pocket...Worth it or not??

Knocking off in half an hrs time, cant wait to reach home....So to all my friends celebrating CNY, Gong Xi Fa Cai.....and Happy holidays everybody....

Visit to the Womans Specialist Clinic last Friday was indeed a blessing for me....Though I find its hard to accept but I should feel grateful that I found it out early. Ive been thru it before and if I got to go thru the eposide again, I believe Im so much stronger.

Ya'Allah jgnlah kau sekatkan pemberian mu kepada ku hanya pada satu. Sesungguhnya, aku masih berkeingingan dan jika setelah aku usaha tetap tiada, aku redha dan terima ketentuanMu...Amin

Sat was my off day. It was spent by going geylang with mum, sis, hub, the kids. For me and hub we only managed to join them for a while, as we need to rush to Pasir Ris, FIL is all alone at home. We brought some food from Geylang, and I decided to do simple marketing for him. Menggeram tgk ikan kat pasar....

Spent the whole day there, waited for Iza to come home after work with dinner. Her pay day so she treated us.

Sun woke up at around 8 and asked hubby, what he wants to eat. Dia pulak tanya, ada jual apa?? In my heart...kalau exam immediate failure lol. I then asked what would he like to eat for lunch and dinner. He looked at me and shook his head.

Him : "Nak masak? Tak payahlah"

Me : "Aik!! Org tgh ada semangat nak masak, dia taknak plak"

Me : "So wat do you want?"

Him : "Hmm..Thosai Masalah"

Me : "Alright, please take care of this castello, Im going now"

To think back, thats human nature. When I have mood to cook, he doesn't want and when the M mode is there, dia tak nak ajak kuar mkn plak tu....Haiya!!! But no matter wat sun was spent at home, when my kimi was sleeping from 11.45 to 2.15pm. Nyenyak betul. After he woke up, with such a good mood, we then decided to go out. Headed to C.P. Memandangkan perut dah main keroncong, we filled up our tank first.

Settled for Siam Kitchen. We had spicy beef noodle, frankly the taste was just ok, and it still cant compare to our all time favourite, Thaksin Beef Noodle at Clementi Central. And not to forget, I tried the tomyam upon request ;) they used tomyam paste and I find it not original...

After that headed to Metro and I got my mp3 and last stop to NTUC for groceries shopping. Headed home, and for dinner, hub decided to eat at mums place...ish!!! tak malu nyer.....I wasnt agreeable mcm tak sedap gitu...but mum called instead informing me that khairin's milk is finish at her place. I said ya, i thought of going there to send his things...and i put my malu one side and asked her wat she cooked.

Some dishes are just irresistable, siput, ikan cencaru bakar. But I make sure that I just take a small portion....in was hard indeed, but hubby is there to *hepp* if i take more lol

Scenario that took place yesterday morning...

Him : "Wah u dah tembam eh"
Me : "What!!!" (look at myself at the mirror)
Me : (went putting my face directly infront of him)...."am i fat?"
Him : "I said u tembam...didnt say u gemuk"
Me : "Ya...but..."
Him : "Maintain k....dun put on"
Me : "U see....its confirmlah..."
Him : "Gie jogging lah"
Me : "U lah....ckp jer nak ajak gie jogging but tarak bayang pun"

hub smiled all the way

Oh no!!! Yes I could see that I put on weight....During Eid last week, my cousin gave me the remark, my primary school mate gave me the remark....and the list goes on....

Clothings in the wardrobe are dumped there to collect dust. I always ask myself, when I can put them on again.

Hub said I dun eat much....but how come. I tink got to be firm....must eat proper diet....Hope to able to lose some weight....

Again.....My colleague and I were called in to our M.D.'s room. Let out session. For the how many times I couldn't remember.....its again they propose that yours truly to handle the company's account. In a moment of confuse I just blurt out....On a trial!!! But some people just couldnt accept my answer and told me...its a challenge for u...but in my heart...yeah!!! rite.....u merely wants me to say yes....but I know myself too well, the answer is already deep down in my heart. But apart from all these probs, Im thankful to Allah....there will be increament....Syukur Alhamdulillah...

Back at home, at about midnight then got the chance to discuss about the prob Im facing at work with my other half. Im right from the beginning....hub shared the same point as me...He listened to what I got to let out, and his respond is just what I have in my mind.

So the conclusion is done....I got to be firm....I got to think of my own benefits...I cant keep on pleasing people but on the other hand Im being unfair to myself. For now, my family is my priority....Should anything comes....FAMILY is my main concern.

Yesterday was on urgent leave....Arrghh!!! I broke my resolution....all because of a fall.

I fell after shower yesterday, with one leg in the toilet and the other outside. I didnt scream cos I didnt want to wake Khairin's up. I just clenched my teeth unduring pain. I limped trying to move towards the bed. Hub saw and asked me whats wrong. He tot of the hip pain that I complained almost everyday. When I told him that I had a fall, he was shocked and said that the loud sound just now was actually my fall whereas he thought it came from the neighbour next door.

He helped me and looked at my leg. My toe was blue black the area underneath my knee had a little swell. Hub was already late for work but in the end he called his Warrant Officer that he will be reporting to work in the afternoon due to my condition. He then examined the flooring and it could be that I had slipped on a patch of water just before the foot towel. I also told him maybe i had lose control while stepping on the slippers in the bathroom.

Smsed my sis, and she informed my mum. And my mum thought Khairin was the one injured. I tink malaikat lindung...cos I had the intention to bring him to the toilet as well to bathe him....but surprisingly after passing him his milk bottle, hes back to his dreamland. If he was to be on my arm...I just couldn't imagine.

At 8.30am, the door bell rang. Mum!!! She say, in my condition and this kinda weather...she shall fetch Khairin first. And then left me and hub at home. I went back to sleep while hub applied some ointment to me leg. Thanks hubby....

Aidiladha was spent in a so called bored...dull event.

After hub came back from solat Aidiladha, we went to my parents place. Mum requested me to do the fruit salad for her...cos most of my relatives loves it. No prob madam...we will do it for u.

So gedebak gedebuk settled everything by 12 noon. The menu was Nasi Briyani, Sweet & Sour fish, Paru goreng Chili, Udang Goreng Butter and fruit salad as dessert.

Since mama and papa decided to wait for us to finish the task, I then decided to go to my dad's aunt first, since it is only few blocks away. But hub was not too happy with the idea....yeah² i understand....we need to go to pasir ris a.s.a.p. And about 12.10, his phone rang....So wat I heard he said by 1.30 we will be in pasir ris.

I kept quiet all the way...one wrong step....I will get it...khekhe...

So off we went to my grandma's place and after that zoom to Paris Ris. Since the weather was not that great...we had to call for cab. And its always like this..bila tunggu..satu bayang tak nampak...bila dah call get the cab...theres so many available cab on the road. Hub being someone must keep to their promise...will always stay by what he had commit. So waited for the cab.

Reached Paris...eh Pasir Ris at 1.30 on the dot. So I was shocked.....to see not even a single member has got ready. Yg tgh tido lain...but excusable...hes sick. But yg lain² tu...hmmm...kept quiet again. Clock is ticking...but nothing is moving...They wanted us to eat lunch dulu...Lermak perut mcm nak meletup, makanan lum turun...nak kena masuk lagi....

Nak jaga hati org...tak nak tolak rezeki, we still eat. Khairin was fed too...with custard that my mil dah buatkan. I was reluctant to feed him cos he ate his farley biscuit in the morning..followed by milk and plain water.....Tkkan nak sumbat lagi....tank dia berapa cc jer sey....But the rule was bend. He ate...nanti tak kasi...apa plak.

So after lunch...tak bergerak jugak....then while hubby was smoking outside....i brought Khairin outside as hes too cranky...and hub looked at my face...

Hub : " Pas nie balik straight"
Me : "Huh!!! Kita blum gie umah Nyai"

(by this time hub just kept quiet...should I say more)...But deep in my heart, I do not want them to tink that I was the one who doesnt want to proceed. I, myself was shocked when hub broke the news.

So we went in, hub joined them to watch TV and mil started the conversation.

Mil : "Kau dah gie rumah nyai?"
Hub : "Lum lah....tak pegi lah...kirim jer"
Mil : "Kirim apa?...Kenapa tak pegi?"
Hub : "Dah kul brape....tgh hujan gini..Ingatkan tadi dtg sini semua dah siap. Pas makan trus chop² pegi."
Mil : "Alah ko pukul 9 pun boleh balik kan"
Hub : "Mak kirim salam kat nyai and yai"
Mil : "Aku gie mandi sekarang...Ko tunggu boleh kan"
(hub just kept quiet).....

So I tak fikir apa² lah..When mil dah ready nak kuar, hulur tangan for me to salam her..i was taken aback. Since shes going...pegilah sama²...

Me : "Mak nak gie umah nyai kan...Jomlah pegi"
Mil : "Dia taknak pegi.."(pointing at hubby)
(aku jadi mcm budak bodoh plak kat situ.....haiz)

So mil left a message, kalau nak balik, amik sendiri lauk² pat dapur...atau mintak kak ecah pack. Aik!!! Shes not going?? So in the end, mil went with youngest in law alone. There is one quote she said and after that 1001 questions starts to pop up in my mind....I guess u readers can read what I tink or feel.

But whatever, we made our move went back to my mums place, gave her the nasi brayani dam from pasir ris and initial plan stay kejap jer....but lotsa my aunties, uncles and cousins, jarang dpt jumpa Khairin so we stayed there for a while. By 10.30 we went home.

Oh ya, while at my mums place, I prepared Khairin's cereal per normal. He wanted to eat but...main²...hub pressed his tummy and it was keras. We decided to stop feeding him. And 10 mins later....the maid saw Khairin baju ada stain..His business went out of control, sampai terkeluar gitu sekali..Masya'Allah....terlampau byk makan kot....Ish!!!

Birthday celebration part II

Hubby gave me a surprise again....Ingatkan dah bagi tu birthday gift ends there...but he had arrange delivery for this yesterday afternoon...


Oh hubby....thanks for all these....Im very happy....and...I appreciate all that you'd done for me.

Happy Birthday to me....Happy Birthday to me...Happy Birthday to Noraindah....Happy Birthday to me....

25 years ago @ 0851 hrs in Toa Payoh Hospital, a proud mother Edah Binte Yunan, had given birth to a healthy baby. She was a breech baby, it was so chaotic when she felt that the thing was out while she was still in the taxi. The baby butt came out first...and she was so lucky that they could reach the hospital on time and her gynae was on duty....They got to be quick to avoid from the baby being suffocation that may lead to death....

Syukur Alhamdulillah, she was safely delivered and now even after 25 yrs of life, I would vividly remember how I was born....Thanks mama & papa, without you, there wont be me. So therefore, I would like to share this moment especially with my beloved mama. Thanks for tolerating all my nonsense and nuisance.....

I will try my best to be filial daughter to both of u.


2) Hubby gaved me a surprised at midnight. Hehe...Thanks dear....I liked it very much. Really didnt expect you to give me that thing....whereas I thought it was another thing.....But on the whole, whether u give or may not give......a simple birthday wish is important and meaningful to me....

3) Thanks to Lily for the lunch treat at Arnolds yesterday....

So lets take a peek of what I received from hubby....

Alhamdulillah....satu tanggungjawab dapat diselesaikan.

What I mean....doing aqiqah for Khairin. Luckily I managed to do it on the last day of application. I went for Mercy Relief, and I intended to get the one done in Aceh but sad news is that, the number of kambing is not much and all taken up, whats available only kerbau. So the alternative, aqiqah in Medan...

The price is 360 for two kambing....Syukur Alhamdulillah...

Khairin turned 8 months yesterday. Unlike the previuos months, I did not update on his monthly development, its different this time....The reason???....




Sebelum kambing/lembu dikorban minggu hadapan, kami suami isteri telah mengambil keputusan mengorbankan rambut Khairin terlebih dahulu hehehe....makin terserlah.....Soooo in love with u sayang.....

So fast..Today marks the last day of 2005....Alamak!!! When the new year arrives, It means Im near to a yr older....Chet!!!

So hw was 2005 for me?? Great, lotsa ups and downs...Managed to make/meet great friends....u know who you are..;) thanks many many...lurve u people.

Most vivid memory that I will bring on...will be 02 May '05, the day when I battled with life by going thru labour....In the end a healthy boy was born @ 0555 hrs....Syukur Alhamdulillah.

So Im hoping that 2006 gonna be a more smooth sailing year, not only for me but for everybody, for the world.

What!! New year resolution?? Hmm...Lose weight lor...Hidden fats..shoooo...shoooo...go far far away.

So to all bloggers, bloggereaders...enjoy the weekend and have a great year ahead.

Im sorry to those whos been waiting for my pics during the holiday.
Apart from tired...hub is down with high fever from Tuesday afternoon. Temperature went up and down. Being so degil, he doesnt want to go to clinic in the evening when i touched his forehead, it was damn hot.

I was on MC yesterday, I was feverish too and at same time, I had an interview. I didnt want to go for the interview as I had developed a last min fever. But rather than I got to plan for leave, better I just make full use of the day. Pros and cons.....5 days week but salary wise lower than what I earn now. One straight bus from my town but...walking in is damn far. Yes I know I cant get everything....U want this u wont get this....Leaving my option open.

Today Im not in focus after I received this sms
...They took Khairin oredi...

Being a sensitive mum, my tears flow.....Am I being selfish here?? I dont know....

Khairin....if u can hear me my dear son, Im mising u like crazy...I just dun know why...Even if its just for a day, and you will be back with me...I find it difficult to focus .....I dun have the concentration to work....Ya'Allah please give me the stregth to overcome the day...till I meet my sweetheart again...

5 days on holiday....the "M" mood is there when we are talking about going back to work....Lagi lagi when year end is just around the corner....Hurhur...

Alhamdulillah we had a safe trip....Not to mention the excitement we had. To my parents, nieces, nephew and cousins whom I had brought along....hope you all had loads of fun...Not forgeting my dearest hubby and Khairin...semoga rezeki kita makin bertambah and we shall plan for the next one....Destination??? Hmm...another island maybe.

Ok...shall update more when time permits..wait hor....

Im really excited....Received news/sms of my friend or my friends wife had given birth. Syukur Alhamdulillah....

To Lis, congrates sweetie on the arrival of your first princess...Katrina Ayuni....such a sweet name there...Will find time to visit you and ur babe....Hope ur babe has been discharged....

To another friend congrates again...ehem² no 2 a girl again....so try lagi...hopefully dpt boy pulak. Deanna Yusra....sedap nama.

Lately I have been having this sensation feeling at my ari² area. It was worst yesterday...when I try to get up from my seat, the area was damn painful. Ish!!! kenapa pulak nie. So yesterday upon reaching my home, I just laid back on the sofa....till i was asleep...Chet!!! hubby didnt wake me up....I was woke up by Khairin's cry and that was at 0530hrs...poor me...

And all I could remember was...I dreamt of my gynae....I had an appointment cos Im pregnant....Alamak!!! Tgk tu...sakit sampai mimpi² being pregnant. Oh mr. trapik...please come...hehehe

Im all excited for the trip.....But I just don't understand...all these kepos...who got to know that Im going to that place...informed my mum that...they went before and that place is haunted....Excuse me, which place Im staying u know meh??...which unit Im in...u aware meh??...Commonlah...dah geram I told my mum....lah kat mana² pun ada hantu....Let me recall what happen what I ever encountered ;

At Cherating :-
1) kul 3pagi...tgh sedap² tido...the bell on our door bunyi....bila hubby tgk from door view...theres no one...
2) hubby was in the toilet...the lights went off...without me playing any pranks on him...he ask me but when the answer was no...we just kept quiet.

At Tioman
1) tgh tido jugak....theres so many noises came from the roof..benda jatuh lah..itu lah..ini lah...and mcm² lagi lah...

U see!! some people just tak de kerja lain dok...menyibuk pasal orang nak gie holiday pulak. Cos I believe....no matter how good a hotel is...mesti ada case punyer....Not being arrogant...memang frankly speaking I takut...but we cant think too much of it....makin kita fikir makin kita menakutkan diri sendiri...

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This time tried yg nie plak...minnie mouse?? mcm ada yg tak kena jer khekhe...
decided to do this test, hoping it could brush away my feeling of blues on Monday

Was tired over the weekend during my uncles wedding. Busy merewang since friday...but merewang dgn Khairin dah cukup. Hes soo the afraid of people...susah gak ni mcm...

Sat : It was my working sat and after work, I went to D'Nona...for Indian Head Massage. If you people had watched TGIF 2 weeks back, they showed this service. Since Im prone to migraine, mum and hubby suggested I give it a try. *thumbs up for the service*. Memang lah sakit, but I try to tahan, kalau tak mcm mana nak relaxkan urat² yg dah tense...I decided to sign up for the package and will get ear candling for free...After kena urut, quickly took a cab to yishun. Didnt get to follow for the nikah and was quite upset....All my cousins went..so yg tertinggal sis and me...padan muka dua beradik nie hehehe...

Sun : Mama did 3-tier pulut for the pengantin. Good try mama....woah² leh buat bisness nie mcm. Ikut pengantin for bertandang, I left Khairin with hubby since he does not want to follow. So apa lagi....dah ada chance nak merayap...ingatkan leh lah tangkap glamour...but hmm...my niece was clingy...ish!!! rosak progame jer....hahaha..Oleh kerana ikut bertandang nyer pasal, I didnt get to meet my inlaws....They reached at 1 plus...Dahlah tk dpt visit them, coming wkend nie plak, Im going for a holiday cum wedding...Nampak² gaya countdown kat pasir ris lah nie...Insya'allah..

STRESS...Yes Im having STRESS right now....Im DEPRESSED...Basically I cant seem to understand......when people say NO it will always be NO. Not only me, but they also don't find its worth taking the risk but ya...some people are just TOO EGO...I dun know how much longer I can bear with all these..........I wanna run....run away from all these...I wanna leave...but where can I go....All these while, Mohd Khalid & Ahmad Nur Khairin has been my strength...its because of them I stay, its because of them Im this strong to pull through.......but I know myself....I cant pretend anymore....

Ayunnie Md Fahmi

Pic courtesy of Baby's Momma

Sat, it was raining cats and dogs. Had initially planned to visit the new ibu earlier but we had to wait till the rain stops. By that time we got ready ot was almost 6pm. I dun feel easy to visit newborn baby after mahgrib but this time I really got to. Sorry A's if I took ur rest time. If I didnt visit her last Sat, I cant seem to get it done any time this week as I would be very very tight. This coming weekend will my uncle's wedding...so confirm my weekend will be burn with the wedding.

Ayunnie is small in size, too small that I felt quite kekok to hold her. Nice features she has and among the three shes the only one who has hidung mancung...So when besar later sure jambu one hor...hehehe.

I tried to show Khairin that I got a baby, but this son of mine gave me his Mr beans look instead. A's pun kata dia lum tau lagi.....Maybe lah...But on a second try, he wanted to hold the babe...oh no way son...!!! I was craddling the newborn baby and it suddenly flashed back to the time when I first had Khairin on my arm, the feeling of excitement is there...Mcm nak plan for no 2 jer hehehe

Yesterday at 7.45 it was bedtime for Khairin. Made his milk, put him in his cot but he cried instead. Eh dah kenapa pulak budak ni?? Selalunya ok jer...leh tido sendiri but yesterday he was so different. I put him on the carpet, but no different either. In the end I put on on my arm and lay together with him and our head together. No more crying heard..He smiled instead followed by some giggles...

Oh Khairin nak mama peluk mcm baby eh??? Khairin dah besar tau...no more little baby like Ayunnie....Khairin dah tuek...bak papa kata mcm baby kawak...hahaha!!! While changing his diaper I quote this "Alahai...mcm maner nak plan baby no 2 eh....baby no 1 nie dah pandai cemburu....so papa we got to plan wisely *evil grin*

ps : Sorry A's other pics lum sempat upload lah.....tgklah when I ada free time I will get it done....And for more updates on my wkend will be updated in due course heheh...

Got this from Syazah's....

The hidden meaning in your name....Just for my own pleasure...

Noraindah means :-

Idealistic, sensitive and emotional you appreciate beauty and need to have a harmonious environment. You are a dependable and conscientious worker and attract material rewards without too much effort. However your altruistic nature is one of giving and service to others with a desire to make the world a better place and you work towards this end. Your affectionate, sincere and understanding manner means that you are much loved.

Ok dokie, bear for long entry...Padan dgn muka gue...saper suruh tak update!!!!

Im am really BUSY at work. The only time I get to update my blog will be at work. "Weii bukan curik tulang hor.....I will only update when I really have the free time or during lunch "(like now).

Last Weds and Thurs, I was on MC. Flu, cough and fever came to give me a visit. Thats me!! Kalau sakit sungguhlembik.com. My whole body was aching like apa ntah. Hubby offered to massage but I screamed instead. "Sorry hubby" and yes even a slight touch caused soo much pain. Given medication and 2 days of rest. I went to my mums place instead cos I know I cant handle Khairin plus my condition alone. So my routine :- eat, medication, sleep, eat medication, sleep...bagus jugak tgh week of the month so I really had ample of rest. The main reason, I do not want Khairin to get sick as well.

Friday was still weak but I still made myself to work....and I was very BUSY again. 3 L/C shipments and I shld say I was very kwai...to work and work without access to the internet *phew*

Sat, hubby surprised me with "blink...blink" I was speechless never I thought this wish would come true at this moment. It was .73ct in white gold and hubby told me that if I wanna it to be in yellow gold plated we can go back to the shop and have it done. True...I prefer it to be in yellow gold as I find it more suitable and will go well with my other gold accessories, when tetiba ada white gold mcm out of the ring gitu.

So 4 days on my finger now its back to the shop for gold plating...Oh!!! I miss it...Cepatlah Friday hehehe... Spent the nite at mils place, as we got a wedding at Bukit Panjang to attend...No doubt nak ikutkan dari Yishun nearer but mil will be with fil jer...so my younger sil smsed me and ok Iza no prob. Putting effort to be a filial menantu bukan anak hantu...Lagipun Khairin cucu mereka jugak nanti people will have the thot I besarkan my family jer....nanti tak kenal nenek papa lagi susah.


Yesterday and Monday I was BUSY again, and I had stared on the pc for long...Yalah lum baik tul dah ngadap pc....and lama plak tu...till my brain went berserk. My head went spinning and I really felt soo heavy...mcm nak amik hammer and hammered it down. The I started to feel nausea and felt like crying. Took a cab to Yishun and get hubby's help to register for me and get a Q number at 24 hrs clinic while I made my journey there. I was like a fish without water in the cab. Should I throw up or can I control. I do not have empty plastic bag with me....Arrghh...So much problems. I felt like asking the driver to speed up but hes already speeding. Reached my destination and kerana terlalu kelam kabut nak kuar, I knock my head on the taxi door frame...Ouch!!! Seriously I was not my day...Macam kentang.

Cun² reach there it was my turn hubby saw me pressing my head and I told him, its my clumpsy clowny day. The doctor prescribed me with medication and I ate one that will control my nausea feeling *shoo shoo* Rested at the clinic for a while and I was back to myself only that I started to talk rubbish which hubby found me giler sikit....He joke to me saying that I should go back to the doctor hahaha!!!

So dah ok kan, next stop pasar malam. Got my cheese hotdog, goreng pisang for my nieces and nephew and buah berangan for all of us. Had dinner and rested awhile at my mums place, and then its home sweet home time....by then my migraine struck again. Hubby being kind gave me my medication and told Khairin u got to behave son, mama is sick....thats wat I heard and after that I was already gone....Khairin cried pun I tak tau....Well doctor tu kata after mkn ubat, darken the room and rest....sleep....so I follow lor.....hehe

This entry specially dedicated to my ex-colleague, Adriana Mohd also known as A's.

Congrates sis on the arrival of the little princess, Ayunnie Mohd Fahmi (at last dpt pun gegerl). Indah wish both ibu & daughter a speedy recovery. Apologise that I cant visit you in hospital as hubby needs get his things ready and will be staying at Pasir Ris home, for me and Khairin where else but mums place. Hurhur...What to do. MIL not in town and even if she is, when Im at work, she cant handle Khairin alone....Pity her....And for hubby, he needs to report at Selarang Camp by 0500 hrs so the easiest way he stay at Pasir Ris.

No worries hubby Im ok with the arrangement. I wish you all the best and may you achieve your 28 marksman target. Dun exert yourself, your shoulder and condition means more to us.

Motivated by someone to upload the pics hehehe...So yes finally its up at my multiply....Silakan tgk....

Thanks to Fiza, Syazah, and Ida kerana sudi datang....Maaf ya kalao tak terlayan...Tuan tanah kedaung dh kepenatan.....On sat i got to wake up 6.30 in the mrng, and fetch Khairin from my mums place, leave Khairin with his papa....After tat to balance marketing....Time flies sooo fast.

Alhamdulillah nasib baik gak ada join power to cook if not i guess by the hrs yg i invite, I masih lum siap² lagi.....Ayam goreng, lada jeruk, mee hoon putih courtesy of yours truly, fruit salad hubby, spagetti seafood MIL, and the other.....my MUM...

Pada saper yg tak dpt hadir, its ok, no worries, indah ok go......Yg mana indah tak jemput maaf ya....maybe next yr.....dh confused sgt hehehe....


On Tuesday, the weather was indeed nice to just spend at home....but we were out. Had an appointment for family photo shoots. We reached late, luckily they understand. I was quite worried of Khairin. Takut dia nyer mood -ve datang....i made him sleep hoping that he wont get too cranky.

So after the shot, we went CP, AMK and finally IMM. So the tak teratur.com...hehehe..wat to do. Hubby yg ajak, on jer lah....Lagipun dh lama tak ukur jln...

I cant seem to upload the pics here...so just go to multiply....Happy viewing...

saw this at her blog, so main² jer lah...and heres the result.

*hehe mcm nak muntah bila saw the result.....


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Atas permintaan cik rina aka syazah kita, heres my raya pics.... Not much shots of the trio taken...mcm maner nak enter frame, tudung asik kena tarik sana tarik sini....tak glamour langsung...hehe but anyway Syawal this yr really made us a complete family. 3 tahun berturut turut it left such a wonderful experience for me. First year, as newly wedded wife, Second year, being pregnant, and this time round with our precious darling.....Siap ngan samping and songkok for him....Amboi bukan main lagi.

Relatives on my side almost cover, setakat lagi 3-4 homes, yg pening sekarang hubby side ler...Actually he wasnt allowed to take any leave due to course commitment and it ended 5 days after Syawal...So look like the weekend gonna be hectic for us....Tapi mana² rumah yg tak sempat kita kunjung, mohon ampun maaf, insya'Allah next raya kita rotate....

Nie rumah sedara tau, lum umah sahabat²....Jawapnya..."man² lai" hehe...

For more pics click here

Allah selamatkan kamu....Allah selamatkan kamu....Allah selamatkan Ahmad Nur Khairin....Allah selamatkan kamu....

Wow!!! That was fast, my lil plrince turns half a yr today....Mama&Papa doakan agar Khairin panjang umur, sihat selalu dimurahkan rezeki dan dilindungi yg Maha Esa...Semoga menjadi seorang anak yg cerdik, taat pada agama & orang tua...dan sentiasa menyejukkan hati orang tua....

U are my everything......

for more pictures click -->Ahmad Nur Khairin Md Khalid _ 6th month

Di kesempatan ini, Indah ingin menyusun jari 10 memohon ampun & maaf di atas segala kesilapan dan kesalahan yg tak sengaja Indah lakukan sepanjang persabahatan atau di dunia blogging ini.

Semoga kita sentiasa dirahmati Allah dan sesungguhnya di dalam kita bergembira, jgn lupa pada mereka yg tiada....

Buat semua sahabat² ku, Salam Aidilfitri Minal Aidil Wal'faizin

phew!!!! been super duper bz at work since last friday....Eh org² nie tak tau ke yg saya nie dah on raya mode, so to think about work is just aarrgghhh....kept dragging my feet to work. Ish!!!

Weekends was spent with loads of fun and laughter....;). Sat, I spent the time to make kuih tart. Started quite late actually as I was working. So managed to get two bottles but still got shortage coz, i need three actually...*sob* *sob* but nevermind....rumah kita pun bukan ramai org dtg nanti...so no need for so much of kuihs lah.

Sunday, went to Geylang with her and her.....Cik rina kita yg early bird, kita second and Ida was the janji melayu lady khekhekhe.....But no matter what, it was such a pleasure to meet her and rina for the second time. It was family outing for us..and cian ida, tak dpt dia romosan anak² kami, cos daddy carrying. Incidents that happen to Ida was the highlite of the day...hehehe....Dun worry tak kan ku reveal...its between us..kan rina kan...kan...kan...

Waited for our star of the day....Didie she joined us the last minute. Was wondering knp she looks so stress up...rupanya its the case of lost handphone again....Aiyo...pity her lah. Jambu u...slim melim....

Managed to snap a photo with Ida and Rina, was supposed to be with didie also, but shes lost in the crowd. So heres the pic....

cian Qistina..... tak nampak plak dia....ibu dia pun, bukan nak dukung...Eh did i see the trishaw bell there?? hehehe...

Dari ulat jadi kepongpong...
Tidur lena dlm kelongsong...
Tiba masa kelongsong pecah... *pup*
Jadilah rama² yg indah...
Rama² terbang meriahnya...
Hisap madu di kebun bunga...
Sungguh cantik tiada diwarna...
Tapi sayang tak hidup lama...

Imagine I got to sing this lullaby, repeat and repeat to make my lil Khairin sleep now. Bila mama dia nyanyi dia pun sibuk humming oooo...aaa...konon² jadi back up singer ler.....But in fact is cute, cos when i stop he will continue humming and soon will realise that I dah stop and he will start crying again.....Ish!!! Budak nie...sometimes while singing I yg in the end dozed off...hehehe...

Actually this song totally went off my mind. Come to think of it, I lurve to sing it to him every night w/o fail while hes enjoying his moments in my womb, playing with waves. All thanks to my lovely niece Wani for introducing this song to me....Whenever Im too tired, she will take turn to sing.

Hai Khairin lagu nie bleh ah mama nyanyikan...kalau nak lagu CT ke, liza hanim ke...jgn harap eh, u will wail instead....

muahahahaha.....at last hari yg ku nanti sua lai liao.....

sesungguhnya aku tidak berpuasa.....;) buat suspend...kanchong spider jer...kekeke

well ytdy nite buka with hubby's clan, bleh pecah perut ku....agaknya byk nah ketawa tu darah sua pecah kot....*wat stupid theory indah.....nonsense*

break fast at tempat makan joo chiat, wa liao so the packol ah...nasib baik dpt meja gak, corner2..bof me and hubby had mee imported from hongkong...hehe. Gara² nie apek jual kain ah...we were passing by his shop when he sedang menjamu selera mee hoon hongkong...The aroma menangkap...Sesungguhnya aku berpuasa smlm....Tq apek, if not Im gonna crack my head nak makan apa....Ish!!! nak makan pun pey susah nak pikiak.

after that, its jln2 cari makan time...all craving for Burger Benjo....it was quite lengang initially but as night sets in, mak datok berserabut kepala. But I believe still not as bad as weekends though.

I was looking for Khairin's baju kurung....but so sad I couldnt find the same colour...Oh my poor baby....how leh?? But die2 I nak find gak, got to put extra effort. I tot nak beli kain minta orang tlg jahitkan but who sey.....doesnt have to be baju kurung kalau setakat mcm jubah pun ok as long as he tak terkeluar ring from our colour.

*now mama in dilemma *

On sat, hubby informed me one of our plant went missing....This time teringat Sab pulak...Bulan2 posa nie diaorg tak de kerja kot, main curi2 pokok plak...*sighs*

Its our all time favourite, money plant. We didnt bought it, it was a prezzie from FIL, when we told him that we got a flat of our own. He gave us a total of 8 plants; 4 of it money plants. One of it, design in a coconut husk w/o our name crafted went missing. Pandai pulak yg ada our name tak kena kebas....

So bila last sunday we went Pasir Ris, we told FIL. He told hubby to take another one which is available, but we didnt take it. Memang lah bukan rezeki kita pokok tu, but I told hubby, saper yg amik tu pokok, tak subur ah tu pokok...So bad of me kan. Hehehe...

On Sunday, walaupun hujang satu hari, we still made our way to Pasir Ris. Nak amik hati mertua and ipar...:) My SIL dah dapatkan baju kurung for hubby and khairin so she wanted us to come over on sat but I got my other plans so I told them we will be coming on Sun. Tgk weather tu mcm pulak, mmg malas but dah janji tak baik pulak kalau tak datang.

So before ke saner, I told hubby I nak gie Bazaar Ramadhan at Pasir Ris, lucky it was raining heavily lagi. Got what I wanted, then we decided to walk. Waited for the green man to flash at traffic light and walked slowly as I was carrying Khairin and hubby with umbrella and bag. Then upon reaching the middle, I saw this Orange Colour car, turning right, towards our direction. Instead of slowing down he purposely went near us and gave us a stare and shook his head with his sulking face and pressed on the accelerator....Bloody idiot....Cant he see that I got a baby and it was raining and importantly it was green man flashing..I dun give a damn, I remembered his plate no and wat else....Yeah complain time...

Naik badi pulak nak cross roads nowadays ish!!!

Today we gonna go Geylang...setakat nak recce jer dulu...Will be going wif hub and his course buddies.....So I told him, this time ur friend next time will be with my clan ;)

Finally its friday....Really have been looking forward for the weekend. For tomorrow and sun, not sure if hubby will be working.....

I really need to catch on my sleep....Been super duper tired lately...Oh my whats the matter...I dun normally get tire easily but nowadays the batt seems so low. Yestesday after break fast, had this stingy feeling at my abdomen....Member pun happy ah, mungkin to sign nak "red light"...but there isnt....huhuh

Please come and visit me....not because I want to escape fasting but...Im scared.

Got this test from Mummy to3 and Mayang blog, and heres my result :-

bila tgk result tu teringat pulak last wednesday I wore baju kurung to work..feeling2 mcm wanita melayu terakhir gitu..kwang...kwang..kwang...


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