Coming to 2007 already.

Thats fast. Oh dear means Im getting a year older too.....hub turning 3o and lil khairin gonna turn 2. May we are all blessed with great health seeing each others growth year by year insya'allah.

To all muslims, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha.

To all of you, A Happy & Prosperous 2007.

Resolution?? No I have none hehehe

But I only have one plan......till the new year comes, I shall blog again, but...........

Im out!!!!

Luvs

Alhamdulillah Im back in Spore. Even though it was such a short trip, we really did enjoy ourselves. Damages done for sure. Went crazy over the cheap stuffs.
No worries, photos will be uploaded soon.

Yesterday after work, I went shopping hehehe.....but not for myself. Still saving the best for last, doesnt know what to get for myself...hmmm...

I bought a wallet and a matching car key pouch for my darl. He mentioned that hes getting a wallet for himself, I was quite surprise, cos hes the type that wont change wallet unnecessarily. I asked, what happend to his wallet. He showed me and really it need to be change. Pai koyak rabak dia pakai, so the good kan, unlike me, whenever I feel like changing one, I will just buy, even though its still in good condition.

Settled for Braun Buffel and he was sooooo happy with the surprise, and I love to go without him, cos easier for me to decide, if not there will be lotsa comment.

Suka member dpt advance christmas present, hahaha but then he said, I shall say " Hari Raya Haji present". Whateverlah darling, as long as u happy I happy. Tapi bdae present saya jgn lupa eh....*lol* (for sure Im joking here)

I was surprised when my previous entry somehow left a negative thoughts of me ; ie. going thru a divorce. Subhanal'lah, minta dijauhkan semua nie. To the person who had commented that, I would like to apologise if my reply was kinda sarcastic. I was troubled and reading that comment certainly doesnt please me at all.

It was all unplanned. Hubby told me that we wont be going for any hols the moment we had another baby and I abided with the idea. I know it wont be easy and we have to really plan our finance carefully, with the tax due in March. But of all a sudden, he told me that he will be taking annual leave and told me to find a place for getaway. I was like huh?? He had Langkawi in mind whereas I had Redang. So after much research and consulting an unpaid consultant, we put the idea to Redang aside.

It wasnt easy for me to get a place, cos mostly fully booked and even if we can go, we will have difficulty coming back. Remember I was not in good mind for the past weeks?, and upon hearing that I was more down cos, seriously I need a break. I called this travel agent and finally the 3 of us can squeeze in *lol* its really rezeki, cos I even gave up halfway and told husband to just spend our leave in our homeland.

Finally the day is getting very much near us. We will be leaving tomorrow morning. The husband, me and lil toddler in tow. Such a pity if were to leave him, so watever people wanna say, ckplah, as long as we believe we can handle him and let him feel the excitement to be in the air... selalu asik tunjuk aeroplane je.

And wats gonna happen to our other baby during our absence?? Well...well...well...you are not forgotten too my wish, we believe you will be in great care of Mr & Mrs F. Heat up your engine, bathe and rest okay?? hehehe (well Mrs F. i was just kidding). Enjoy yourselves with the companion of our baby wish, but then I was surprised ah with the terma & syarat imposed by Mr K. send and fetch from us a/p....hmmmm hehehe

I still have not packed a single thing, cos I didnt went home for the past 3 days. Husband was on field training, me & khairin was posted back to my mums place, so tdy penat tak penat, suka tak suka, mesti pack. So Mrs F. dun worry, I know its gonna be early morning when we gonna reach your place, so kalau anak² awak masih tido, its ok if you cant come along. Pray for our safe journey okays.

I am really looking forward for this getaway, and I hope that everything will turn well and may Im able to relax my mind get away from all the negative thoughts.

There are reasons to my disappearance from the blogging world. I don't have the mood and excitement to write or even talk about anything. Even if I want to write or talk about it, I don't know where to start.

To friends whos waiting for my updates, I cant promise any but I will try to visit to your sites and leave a message or two.

I used to be a strong lady, but it has now deteriorate, Im suffering in silence. Im under depression.

Please pray for my well beings.

I can't handle this anymore.

May the idea of my beloved husband bringing me somewhere could lessen this unwanted feelings.

Thanks rina for your encouragement.....I will try to be strong again for my family, even if it will drive me crazy.

Syawal ending soon. So i guess before it ends, its time scouting for new layout and finally ended myself with this. In love with this new layout, doesnt mean I dislike my previous ones.

With the weekend passed, I declare NO MORE RAYA VISITS. Officially closed yesterday. Also yesterday I got in total 4 jemputans and ended up going only 2. The first one, is my mum neighbours son's wedding, so its bawah blk aje kan kena go tarak excuse *lol*

The deco was soooo nice and got live band lagik, with all traditional music intruments. Wah so shiok till my boy kept swaying himself with the music yg mendayu. Lagu lovehunters pun jln trus thumbs up.

Next destination was Boon Keng. My aunties place, my cousins son's gonna get circumcise tomorrow hehe sounds so gross. Hubby & I actually got another wedding invitation at Marine Crescent but hubby gave it a miss due to unforseen circumstances. We thought of going to her place for raya but no luck hehehe (awak nak ke jurong kan), and by the time, we walk walk, I dun feel good. I called mum, telling her that Im on the way home already, cant wait till Maghrib to pick her up. Sampai je rumah, I was totally flat. Dh kenapa plak nie...Kacau mood jer.

The last one was invitation for cukur rambut at woodlands. Sorry Ifa I cant come. Will try to visit you and Baby Maya when time permits.

Assalamualaikum....kengkawan ku semua....Selamat Hari Raya

Hai rasa mcm malas plak nak update nie blog hehehe, sibuk beraya katakan *lol* (byklah beraya). Well still have lotsa places to visit, tapi takper, kata raya sebulan so man-man lai. Relatives on my side almost complete cuma hubby's side jer ntahlah bila nak pergi pun tak tau. Orang selalu kata ada kereta senang nak bergerak, tapi lain benau ngan cik abang kita tu. If only I have my licence, then it wont be tiring for him. I could feel his tiredness cos kita yg jadi dia nyer assistant pun penat, pai tersengguk-sengguk, apa lagi dia.

On top of that maaf ya kalau lambat post gambau raya, ada tech prob sikit *lol*. Well on the first day, lupa nak bawak camera, so bila 2nd day and so on, takde mood sgt cos no baju boriah aiseyman. Then last sat I made them wore back the baju first day, but hubby doesnt want to put on his samping, *takperlah gua tak cerewet* so only then managed to snap some pics yg takcantiksungguh.com

All because of Khairin yg taknak put on songkok for long, (he was so kwai during the first day taknak buka songkok lansung) *ish* So for pics please visit my multiply.....

Raya Aidilfitri'06

Most of the things done for raya. Just need to gantung langsir and bentang carpet.

Actually since last week I was very sad, mad and apa lagi eh. All because of my bajus. I couldnt get my bajus to be tailored by mums preferred so I had to send it to another tailor. The outcome, its the first and the last I send my bajus there. Father and son tak sepasang, mama kena cari baju lain. There goes my idea to make the father and son looks similar. And yg paling funny when my sis collected my hubby and son nyer baju, this makcik actually told my sis, "kalau adik nye nak baju mcm tu jugak, suruh bawa balik lepas raya, leh buat". Sesungguhnya aku berpuasa. If I were there, dh habis makcik tu aku screw. Org suruh buat lain, dia buat lain, wats the point having my contact number, never even call to explain. Wat the heck.

I was having lotsa probs, scouting for my baju that could match the duos. I even told hubby, if really cannot find, I will just make do with the one that obviously looks funny on me. Y I say so, cos hubby say i look like Spongebob *faint*. I think my hubby nie pun kesian tgk binik dia nie dh mcm tu square trus dari atas pai bawah. He made an effort to fetch me from work, followed me from shop to shop, boutiques to boutiques, ada size takde colour, ada colour takde size.

In the end he drove us to JC again on sat, and mum and sis helped me with my hunting. So wheres the hubby?? Hes catching up his sleep in the car. So in the end I have it, without having consider and consider I just took it to the fitting room, and straight to the cashier. At last, my hubby was satisfied and so do I. Hubby siang-siang dah warning, Next year raya, just buy yg dah siap, tak payah sakit kepala hahahaha

Sempena Syawal yg bakal tiba, Indah ingin menyusun 10 jari memohon maaf atas segala salah & silap yg dilakukan secara sengaja ataupun tidak lagi lagi di alam cyber ini. Semoga segalanya dapat dimaafkan.

Selamat Hari Raya, dan bergembiralah di samping keluarga, & teman-teman tersayang.

One more week left?? OMG!!! still have lots to do. Haiz nielah padahnya tak tau nak duk umah, asik merayap je...but its fun to do last min work...*lol* cos dh tak buleh dalih² lagi, HAVE TO DO IT.

Alhamdulillah till today I am still fasting apart from missing it on the first day of Ramadhan, syukur. Alhamdulillah too that this skin managed to be put up. Thanks Yaney aka bisukiut (hehe sorry eh) for this lovely outcome. Cuma Im still facing some probs with the links, I cant click on it and still waiting for yaneys reply.

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This entry is also specially dedicated to my beloved SIL who is in California.

Iza if you are reading this, I know tears will flow and I dun mean to make it worse sis, Im feeling the pinch also. Its just so sad to celebrate raya away from family. Me and abg start to miss your presence and I guess Khairin too. We hope that our gift to u (which i can confirm that will not reach on time for raya. We apologise for that delay in arraging it to your end) will lessen your home sick mode. We hope you will be able to put it on and take some shots in it and email it to us.


You left Singapore with a reason and we believe its all takdir written for you. May u achieve what you want and do take good care of yourself there. We will all pray for your safety and success like mak said " Memang sedih and ***** tapi itu yg iza nak, kami di sini hanya mampu mendoakan.

Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa, selamat menyambut Syawal yg bakal tiba. Di sini, k.nor menyusun jari 10 memohon ampun & maaf sekiranya ada salah silap yg pernah dilakukan dengan sengaja ataupun tidak. Look forward to talk to you pagi raya, and I will bring Khairin in front of the webcam and let him talk with you.


Nasi empit, rendang paste (gambar kara lupa nak snap)


linken & kenari


baju kurung


Luvs
Khalindah Sekeluarga

Damage was done on Saturday hehehe....

I got myself



I got him

his choice, I wanted to get like mine but he chose that instead, takper asal dia bahagia...hehehe

First shot


He was reluctant but I know deep inside him, hes eyeing for a new hp. So hubby no worries ok, its been ages since I got something for u.

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Sunday, its breakfast at pasir ris. Was there earlier and went back later. Yalah takkan setakat nak dtg buka then balik tul tak?? Wanted to bring mil to little india but idea cancelled as shes not in the mood and furthermore shes tired. Hub promised her to bring her jalan² one of this days. Tangan dh gatal nie, nak shopping lagi.....*lol*

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Im in love....in love...in love....hehehe

Well Im in love with my background song....

03rd October is an important date to my parents. They got married on that date 30 years ago. Syukur alhamdulillah their love still grows and Im happy for them. Being surrounded by 3 children and 4 grandchildren. Despite different personalities, different ways of thinking, they made sure that they compromise and solve any misunderstadings.

On Sunday, hub decided that we give the whole family break fast treat. We had two place in mind but since the other choice is taksesuai.com tuk dinner we headed to Eatzi at Safra Yishun. I even called mum and told her not to cook as we will be going out. Mum was reluctant and told me to save the money for Khairin instead. I told her that not to worry about anything, its just a small treat from us.

Dad wanted to foot the bill but hey hub was faster hor...and I told mum, if she & dad wanna treat us, I am looking forward for SAF Yatch Club, Im eyeing the chili crab....Yummylicious. Hahaha, cos down there I cant afford to foot the bill lor......*lol* And yesterday sis & bil treated us with tulangs!!!! Oh yeah our all time favourite. Once u start susah nak stop hehehe...

So here a shoutout to my parents,



Ur my wonderful parents muakss

Im not in the mood. I was disturbed since I had watched tv last nite. I dont know if hubby was disturbed too I have a feeling that he was. Y must this happen.

Ya'allah kuatkanlah iman ku, selamatkan rumahtangga ku. Aku bahagia dengan apa yg aku ada sekarang, seorang suami yg penyayang, bertanggungjawab & anak yg mengeratkan lagi kasih sayang antara kami. Apa yg berlaku adalah masa lalu & aku cuba untuk melupakan detik hitam tapi bila ia berada di depan mata ku, hingga kini aku terasa kembali kesakitannya. Satu kesalahan dari ku menghentamkan aku dari nya, tapi dia tidak sedar aku byk berdiam melihat & mengikut rentaknya.

Husband, I love u always......

Alhamdulillah, Hady Mirza the Singapore Idol. I was so nervous while waiting for the result to be announced hehehe and I covered Khairins ear with pillow as he was already sleeping and I dont want him to get shocked/frightened while the mama go berserk *lol*

When the Singapore Idol was announced I scream like nobody's business hahaha, apa tak vote mcm nak rak, and now Im waiting for my phone bills....as I lost count of my votes *slaps forehead*

This time again, husband missed the final..all due to work. Haizzz...and he expected Hady to win and yes it became true. Congrates Hady Mirza.....U make the malays proud again after Taufik Batisah.

Alhamdulillah Ramadhan kembali lagi.

Buat semua yg beragama Islam, Selamat Menjalani Ibadah Puasa & semoga kita dapat melaksanakan ibadah puasa dengan penuh kesabaran & diterima oleh Nya.

I created a Slide Show! Check it out!

Im not sure whether I should post abt this. But demi janji, I believe I should keep my promise, tul tak *wink* u know who u are....Kita kan selalu coincident....

As hinted in my previous post, we are waiting for that thing. And on Friday afternoon hubby received the much awaited sms/call informing him that thing can be collected by evening. Alhamdulillah......presenting our new member



Although Im happy that finally its in our hand, Im sad leaving the lancer. Being with baby lancer for almost 3 months, taking good care of it, ride in it, its time it goes back to its owner. Thanks abg it for entrusting us your lancer.

Received some bad news from hubby yesterday evening. His weekends will be burn with work. Aiseyman. They need to inspect the vehicles on Sat & Sun all due to the IMF things. But at least the plan to send his team to Pulau Bukom for maximum 3 weeks most probably be cancel. Cancel trus pun lagi cantekkkkkk.....*lol* I cant imagine being hubbyless for 3 weeks and worst of all he will be orang pulau for 3 minggu.

p/s : rina, nampak gaya itu plan kena hold dulu....i mean mungkin dia takya nyanyikan aku pat pulau


About half an hr ago, received another news from hubby. This time, the greatest news of all. After much awaited moments, lotsa disappointments, alhamdulillah its coming....nearer and nearer....mungkin berkat hari Juma'at, penghulu segala hari.....I cant wait for the moment.......

Till I blog abt that again......Selamat hujung minggu kengkawan......

Saturday & Suday
The day has come for the our family outing. Destination : Singapore Indoor Stadium for the Kids Central Live. It was a treat from dad. He brought the whole family. We set off at around 2pm. Headed to Joo Chiat rd Ayam Penyet Ria. I have been talking abt ayam penyet to mum and finally I brought her there. Hub was saying that the one at Changi taste better...hmmm maybe ah cos its favourite spot to some bloggers kan...So apa lagi suami ku, jom ah ajak.....But I guess it will be weeks later cos I cant afford to happy-happy mkn ayam sekali hubby kena activate.....Sudah!!! hehehe

Reached Singapore Indoor Stadium almost at 5pm. Went to the Hq Carnival and it was so hot that Khairin turned out to be like bbq prawn. He was cranky but not that bad. Sis was busy entertaining her kids to the games and me.....well I brought my son right in front of the stage for the S'pore Idols. Managed to look at the 4 finalist and Hady is soooo gorgeous in person. But yg weak nyer....all the fans terpekik terlolong plus si mak budak nie, in the end, he wailed....OMG. Tak kasi chance langsung mak dia nak tenung muka Hady lama-lama. But I managed to snap few pics. I was having difficulty finding my way out. But when it was the Looney Tunes team to perform he kept pointing his fingers to the stage and I brought him back there. He wanted to stand on the stage and he dance with them. Ya'ampun...

But overall it was fun. Yg tak fun, my hubby. He was activated. What!! Tgh gawat mcm nie dia kena call. All because of Spore 2006. But somehow I was proud of him lah....."Perwira jgnlah kanda bimbamg untuk pergi berjuang..." *lol* buang tebiat punyer olang. We went in for the show and he got to excuse himself. And told me hes really sorry and will be right back. So left me kena entertain si mamat kecik tu. But alhamdulillah he was a great audience. He was shaking his body together with the music and was very hyper. Tak takut pun dgr sounds yg sungguh memekak for his ears.

I was afraid that he might wail like he did when he saw the Idols. But he enjoyed the Teen Titans and after one show he was knocked out. Haizz....He was sleeping peacefully, mcm mak bapak dia gak, kalau tido bunyi bom pun tak dgr *lol*

Luckily hubby managed to come back during the Batman show. He did enjoy too walaupun sekejap. And all ended about 9.30. Went for our late dinner at East Coast. Haiz seafood ke mana kita kemana. I dont have the appetite so does everybody. Semua dh kenyang tgk Teen TitanS, Justice League and Batman. In the end we settled for something light. Reaced home almost midnight, showered and sent hubby to the door. Yeah, kena go inspection at Tuas Checkpoint. Kept telling him to drive carefully and blast the radio volume. Lucky he has some Metallica disc at least it will drive away his sleepy eyes. Soon after I went to my room, but couldnt sleep. Kept tossing and turning and I couldnt remember what time I slept. Was waken by Khairin's nightmare. He kept shutting his eyes and scream. Doesnt want to be carried and kept rejecting his milk. I kept reciting doas and was kind of panic. Apa taknya maybe hes too active during the day.

Second cry and this time hubby was back. He made milk for Khairin and he dozed off. It was 5.30am and he just settled everything. Let him sleep and by 9.30 he was already fresh. Since we rented a car, he wanted to make full use of it. Brought us to Geylang and at the same time, new paint for our home. Hubby was saying that he will be on standby from now till 22/09. So he apologise first if in the midst of an occassion he got to excuse himself. But he promised us (to me & khairin) that we will try to make up for all the lost.....

For pictures pls click --->Kids Central Live - 02Sep'06

Im back.....

to Syazah : aku tukar skin on friday hehehe....sempat tukau skin jer, update tak sempat. biasalah tgn gatal lagipun dh basi pun itu anniversary nyer layout.

This entry is abt my darling, my scandal, my product of love and my only boy....My Datuk K junior *lol* Im getting more and more excited and proud of his developments.



Oh yes btw, he can walk already....Syukur alhamdulillah. No doubt lah hes slower to walk and I got people who gives comments that hes lazy bum, etc..etc...Well...well...well....ckp lah apa korang nak ckp, but I know hes taking his time slowly.....Fast go up, fast to fall hahaha (apa aku merepek)....Hes building up his confidence and ha amik ko now dh ada kaki, merayap jer keja dia....So khairin sblum org tanyer mama tanyer dulu "bila nak lari??" *duh*

Hes easily jealoused and knows how to merajuk. Like last week, hub was soo busy at work, that he kept reaching home late, no play session wif papa cos once the dad reached home, hes already sleeping, so one of the days, the dad decided to put him in centre of our bed and tried to play with him during his milk time and this little boy pushed away his dads hand when he saw it was his dad and took my hand instead...*slaps forehead* ewah² main kasar eh....hehehe. But things got better in the morning, he played peek a boo with his carbon copy.

And I lurve to tease him till he cried.. I will threatened to "jentik" his cutie little fingers and ask "Nak nie" he will immediately shake his head and say nahhhh(lum fasih ckp no kot) and once i jentik a bit he will start to jebik and finally cry..I will cry with him too and member will auto stop and put his hand on my face look at me and say....ba.......hehehe

Thank u Allah for this gift, hes the greatest gift that we have.....

But still, this Datuk K junior cant be compared with my Datuk K, apa nak buat nama sama...Khalid but my hubby is no Jiwa² and furthermore hubby tarak misai tebal tau...hehehe.....

Im missing my hubby.....



thanks to the IMF Singapore 2006, hubby is being snatched by the garmen.....tgh² mlm kalau kena activate, pagi² buta kena kai baju batik, kai boot and off to Tuas. He was only back at 4.30am. Looks like Im gonna have a hard time alone....but then, here comes my little scandal into the picture.....Hurray!!!!