Friday, June 30, 2006

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Specially to her son, Ahmad Rifa'i Ahmad Hamzah aka baby michelin

Happy bdae dear Fa'i. May you be blessed with great health and wealth. Be a good son to Ibu & Ayah.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Alhamdulillah, Im better.

Since last week, I was under stressful mode. A painful episode that I dun wish to tink about it anymore. To me, I wanna let it go and open a new chapter at a new place. To those of u who knew about this, thanks for advise, be a listener, and be able to understand wat I went through, you know who u are and lurve u lots.

Especially for my dearest husband. He wasnt aware of wat I experienced till I decided to confide to him about it. He was also pissed off as it somehow or rather affected his pride as a husband. And after confiding with my other half, I then realised that I felt much better the load came off my chest and I am no more down.

He stood by my side, he met them and seek our right. He also mentioned tat, if this were to happen to a men, it could be tolerated, but to a women who are born with sensitivity this is just too much. I hope justice are done.

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Missed updating....well the actual fact, malas. Maybe this blog gonna end soon. But still under consideration.

Nothing much happened lately, only that last weekend I was out of town. Well, we went melaka, genting and kl and yeah it covers the two weekends and Im back at work on Monday.

No doubt I was tired but I had fun. It overcomes my tiredness and I was feeling fresh at work despite the lack of sleep. I only tido tido ayam during the night coach back to Spore. Overall pax, the was 40 plus people but to Kl only 4 of us. Thanks sis, bil and bro for accompanying me back to Spore on Sunday night itself. I brought them down from genting and headed to Kl to meet my sil.

Jalan² at petaling st, they were having lots of fun but it was not as happening as before. Not much shops now and I found out from one of the stall that, the place was just being raided. No wonder.

We took the 10.30pm coach back to Spore and reached Spore at 4.00am. Hub was being kind to fetch us from Lavender Bus Terminal...mentang² leh pakai keta "per"....hehehe make full use lah. Oh ya, husband did not follow cos he cant take overseas leave, kena standby, so he kena tinggal lah. They wanted to lepak² first at the 24 hrs Teh Tarik along Sembawang Road, so almost 5.30am baru reached home. I slept for few hours before going to work. Luckily bosses were not in town so there was not much work.

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Yesterday while at work mum called and said that shes heading to Geylang with dad, sis and 3 kiddos and asked whether I got any plans after work. Since we had no plans, we decided to fetch them from Joo Chiat and headed to New Hawa Restaurant along Changi Road cos mum wanted to eat the mee upeh. Lain maciam jer *lol*

By 8.45pm, we moved off. Bil and sis, took the bike while the rest sumbat dlm keta hehehe. Send them home, fetched Khairin and home sweet home time. I noticed Khairins body was a bit warm and sponge him, I was hoping that the fever wont shoot up. But I was waken by Khairin's cry. His head was burning hot. I quickly get the towel and wanted to sponge him but he cries even louder, till hub told me, to just do sikit sikit cos tak nak dia melalak makin kuat. So by 7am hub sent us to mums place and I gave him some paracetamol and left for work by 8am.

Ya'allah please protect my son from any harm. Khairin, wats happening to u dear....Im worried, is it due to my negligence?? I blame myself only.

Thursday, June 15, 2006

What's Your Cinderella Story?

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In your Cinderella story, you'd get to Kiss the Prince

You don't need the pouffy dress, the fancy hair, or the 3-inch glass heels. A romantic soul like you just wants a guy who's a true companion, a good friend, a real prince. And if he's hot? All the better.

But ultimately, you know that home is where the heart is. Which is probably why you surround yourself with good friends you can take care of and laugh with — friends who will do the same for you.

But that doesn't keep you from fantasizing about the perfect relationship. It's not that you don't have your feet firmly planted on the ground. It's just that you're not afraid to shoot high. Or wish upon a shooting star. So keep reaching for your goals, Cinderella. If you do, your happily ever after can't be far away. And you can seal that with a kiss.

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Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Its just not my day/rezeki again...

Well over the weekend I lost my pouch....Yes i repeat its a pouch. Mphosis pouch. In in holds my wallet, my mp3, my ezlink and my office keys. And I will never realise abt the missing pouch until the husband ask me, "ay u have a passport photo of mine?"

I said, "nak simpan gambar passport per kebenda...gambar kawin tak de tempat nak simpan dlm wallet"....*lol* but i still got up, and went to the table, look into my bag and...."oh god!!!! wheres my wallet!!!"

And for one whole day, I didnt even remember about my wallet. Since it was already 8.00pm, I told hub to proceed if he wants to go northpoint. Im no longer in the mood. I kept recalling where I might have left it. Hub called pasir ris, mintal tlg tgkkan if I had left it there, and after some time, mil called and say tak ada.

I quickly called comfort cos thats the last place I could remember. I forced myself to sleep cos if I dont, I will keep thinking of my wallet, and I need rest. Was woke up by Khairins cry. I carried him and gosh hes running a temperature. It was 4am, and I quickly spongeg him. Hub helped me soon after. We managed to get back to sleep only at 6am. Hub was on leave, he got errands to run. For me, I decided to take urgent leave.

But some things happen in between....I shall just keep to myself. Try get ur wallet lost or go get married, beranak and u will understand wat I go thru. My family is my everything, Im willing to let go of my career if I got to.

Waited for hub and we then proceed to Nee Soon South npc. I was surprised that now in Singapore, for one to lose the ic, tak payah lodge report anymore. I was the one talking, this officer answered to my hub instead....Eh aku nie sampah ke ko tak nampak??

He didnt even bother to ask us to sit, ni bebual berdiri....So i was pissed off and walked off. At night I decided to sms my friend. He told me to lodge a report if apart from my ic, there are other things in the pouch. So my saviour, Im meeting u tomorrow at ur workplace. Im afraid within 14 days people who found my ic, will apply for phone lines or make it worse jumpa abg long....Selisih.....

Im not in the mood but I still smile....for u...u...and u....(my friends)....