This song reminded me the early days i got to know hub. He was at Brunei then while I was in this Lion City.

At it was also in this month, more specific 27th May 02 I received a call from him for the first time after some time we were introduced to each other.



the above pic of us was the very first couple pic captured and that time, he was leaving back for Brunei Darussalam after 10 days of home leave. Hahaha at that moment I was indeed sad cos we are parting and he still doesnt know when hes officially coming back to S'pore. Those were the days.....

Weekends as per normal it was spent wisely. Its either we go out for leisure or to inlaws place. When I was Nuras place, mil called hub and yeah I know she miss her cucu, so infact she miss the son *lol* whatever it is, before hub hung up the phone, I told Khairin, we will see nyai tomorrow okies.

So around 1.30pm on Sunday we left the home despite of the rain. Waited for cab and none is available. Decided to call but line is busy....haiya. So told hub, lets just take a bus ride there since theres one direct bus to Pasir Ris. So we walked to the main road and Khairin was super duper kwai.....he enjoyed the bus ride + the aircon and he fell asleep soon after. Dh nak turun pun tak bangun.

So we spent the whole day there let them play and lepaskan rindu with khairin. Watched the S'pore Idol there, we had lotsa laughs with the kekek characters for the hopefuls idols. Yg tk bleh nyanyi pun masih ada. So by 9.30 we made our move, and its home sweet home time.

Just wanna share this , I was browsing thru my old stuffs that I came across this wordings.

We prove what we want to prove,
and the real difficulty is to know what we want to prove

Don't be afraid of enemies who attack you,
Be afraid of the friends who flatter you.

Always remember tomorrow will DEFINITELY be a better day,
Start off everyday afresh.

We all take different paths in life,
but no matter where we go
we take a little of each other everywhere.

Have a heart that never hardens,
a temper that never tires,
and a touch that never hurts.

Enjoy the little things in life,
for one day you may look back and
realise they were the big things.

The best and most beautiful things in the world
cannot be seen or even touched, they must be felt with the heart.

Never regret, if its good its wonderful,
if its bad its experience.

Its doesnt matter how many times you get knocked down,
It only matters how many times you get up again.

We make a living by what we get,
We make life by what we give.

Believe those that are seeking the truth,
doubt those who had found it.

People don't always believe what you say,
but they will always believe what you do.

Simplicity is the path to true happiness.

Hold a true friend with both your hands.

Alhamdulillah, hub passed at his second attempt. So waited for him to come home, let him rest, did the chores, took a nap and by 5.30 off to HER place. Arranged to meet Nz at the lobby by 6.30pm. First time meeting her and it was nice, and u looked different in person sis. Sorry eh late, itu apek teksi turunkan kita kat the other end. Hmmm...

We went to their unit and mak pengantin welcome us....Nice meeting u for the first time too Nura. Your home very the cantik, simple and like u said ala new york city hehehe....(from the view i mean)....Very windy lagi....Apa tak tingkat 17, nak tanyer kalau lift out of service how eh?? ( hehehe.....joking jer)

When we reached, quite ramai gak, segan pun ada. Lucky saw some of the familiar faces, Frina and Sab, at least tk terpinggir sgt hehehe...Not to forget the host, saper lagi kalau bukan Mr & Mrs Esman. To Nura, u were great host sis, thanks for inviting us....The food was yummy, till my hub asked me, did i try the sambal goreng, and when I said no, he say, rugi tau....Alamak nak go second round segan...*lol*

By 730, we went down to 5th floor, for the cake cutting ceremony. Relax for a while, Frina and Nz made their moves first. By 8.30, we decided to head back home too.

So here I am updating......Well gonna off lights oredi....Dh ngantuks....




The bdae gal and mummy



the yummy bdae cakes


ready....



potong...jgn tak potong



ok done





nyla,nura,indah,khairin,nz,irfan,alisha,frina


us

Been tagged by her.....Chett...notty eh, of all days, friday u kasi. Got to crack my brain....:p

3 SCHOOLS YOU WENT
Almutaqqin, Naval Base Pri, Yishun Town Sec

3 THINGS IN YOUR PURSE/BACKPACK
Wallet, Make up Pouch, Keys

3 THINGS U DO WEN YOU'RE REALLY STRESS
Talk to hub, Shop, Sleep

3 PLACES U GO ON DAILY BASIS
My mums place, Work, Home

3 FAVOURITE FRUITS
Durian, Grapes, Apples

3 NAMES U GO BY
Indah, Nora, Adik

3 OF UR FAVOURITE FOOD
Slice fish beehoon (Banquet/Parkway), Fishball Noodle, Pastas

3 THINGS U R WEARING RIGHT NOW
Jeans, Rings, Bracelet

--THE WHOS--

WHO IS IN THE HOUSE WITH YOU?
My loving hub and Adorable son

WHO ARE U THINKING RIGHT NOW?
My hub (He failed his practical.....Its ok dear, try again)

WHO DID U LAST TALK ON THE PHONE?
The company's designer

WHO DID U SIT TO IN UR 5TH PERIOD IN CLASS?
Check blind spot, left, right.....well no one

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TOLD YOU LOVED?
My son

WHO DO U WISH U WERE WITH RIGHT NOW?
My doc, cos I got migraine

WHO GETS ON UR NERVES MOST AT SCHOOL?
The step jambus girls

--THE WHERES--

WHERE IS UR PHONE?
Right here on my desk

WHERE DO U SLEEP?
On the bed (where else) *grin*

WHERE IS THE PLACE U TOOK A RIDE TO?
Work

--THE WHATS--

WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Pengat Pisang

WHAT COLOUR SHIRT R U WEARING?
Pink

WHAT IS THE CLOSEST ITEM NEAR U IS BLUE?
Stapler

WHAT DO U LIKE BEST ABOUT SCHOOL?
The clans

WHAT IS UR FAV COLOR?
Green

WHAT DO U WEAR MORE OFTEN JEANS OR SHORTS?
Jeans

WHAT IS THE LAST MOVIE U WATCHED?
hmmm... The Maid

--THE WHENS--

WHEN DID U START SCHOOL?
1988

WHEN DID U LAST GO TO THE MALL?
Thursday

WHEN DID U LAST BURN SUMTINK?
Yesterday night (aromartheraphy)

3 PEOPLE TO DO THIS
* Syazah
* Marlysha
* Frina

Ok at last Im done...Thanks Marlina, for waking me up from my sleep hehehe

Two days straight we skipped lunch....well not because of dieting but we had nasi rawan for breakfast for 2 days straight. So our stomach still fun by lunch time. On Wednesday we had Cheng Tng and yesterday we had.....


mine=volcano brownie with one scoop ice-cream


hers=waffle with one scoop ice-cream

After that we went jln² at Parkway and headed back to office. Pai office mata dh bleh carry....aarghhh...

At about 3.30, received sms from Syidah informing me the demise of her beloved father. Innalillahi'wainna'ilaihirojiun. Since hub was having his class 5 practical, I didnt inform him of the news. At aroud 5, I smsed him and he say we will pay her family a visit after work. We needed to pass them something too. Actually the "thing" is for the arwahnya, but we were late. Sorry Syidah, but Allah loves him more and doesnt want him to suffer further.

Still me and hub carried on with our niat, and the thing is now given to the mother. To Syidah & Family, salam takziah from us, may u be strong to overcome all this ordeal.

After work yesteryday, I went to meet her......Long time never see and yeah the internet brought us together again....

I could still remember her as one of my malay dance mate, shes simple, friendly and sweet looking. The meeting was arranged cos I didnt get to see her LIVE in her wedding attire cos I came late. Met her at Ct hall Station headed to Suntec for her shopping and rest & relax at Starbucks. I had Oreo Chessecake, and tried the Banana Caramel Frap. Sungguh mengeyangkan....hehehe For her...hmm..maybe can ask herself *grin*

Though the chit chat session was just a short one, I had fun sitting, gossipping with her *lol* mcm mana nyer sensational issue jer. Shes really a transformed individual and yeah marriage life makes u more berseri sis....(betul tak bedek). Can I have more Oreo Cheesecake please....*hahaha*

May we get to meet each other again and at that time, its gonna be my turn okies??

To Marlina & Faizal, may you have a blissful marriage till end of time. Dream, explore, make it a reality and grow old together....Insya'allah. Waiting for ur juniors....:)



Marlina-my junior during sec sch days


my banana caramel frap...thumbs up


hmmm cute lah tu


the duo

How was weekend spent. On sat after work, I rushed to fetch Khairin, and after that went straight home. Hub was busy cleaning the house cos his bestfriend wanted to pay us a visit cos unable to make it for Khairin's bdae bash.

They were supposed to come at 4.30 but tunggu punyer tunggu they came at 5.30. Nasib baik sempat masak, if not korang makan lauk kedai jer ah.... He almost cancel the meeting, cos they involved in minor accident. Nasib no ones injured. But the car was kemek sana sini....Siap fulus jer eh....

Khairin was so occupied playing with his friends that, made me knew y initially he kept throwing tantrums, cos normally on weekdays hes being surrounded by 3 hyperactive kiddos and when it comes to weekend hes all alone. Well...well...well...

Pics taken more to daddy cos, mummys not in the mood to pose hehehe....

Sunday we went to Syidah mums place for Mahirah Sumayyah's 1st birthday gathering. Sorry eh sis, I came late. Cos last minute we went Punggol cos hubs friend need his assistance. Thanks for inviting and I hope Maya likes the prezzie.

Heres the birthday gal....



Tot nak pose kan with khairin sekali but he cant sit still merangkak sana sini....but overall at last I manage to see the robocop walking hehehe...

As mentioned in my previous entry, I wrote that I will share more about why I picked this skin.

Im an individual who treasures friendship. Lantaklah kau nak ckp apa pasal sipolan bin/bte sipolan, as far as it doesnt concern me, they are my friends....all of us have our own ways of thinking and wat is good for us doesnt mean good for others.

I have all this kinda people who tries to poison my mind about another party so wat I will do, I will be with them, and judge for myself. And upon knowing the truth, wat I will do then, try not to talk or involve in gossips....buat dosa noh *lol*

I used to have a best of friend....it was built during my starting of secondary education, we went thru lotsa ups and downs, we were each others mirror and would do anything to help one another. But Im at lost now, Im confused of y it had to end up this way. Was my marriage the reason of this drift, I also dont know.

Years after our secondary school days, we were will in contact, but after I got engaged and she got engaged, everything changes. I tried to sms her at least once twice a week, but the reply will come in weeks after that. And if she were to sms me, only god knows my excitement, to catch up lotsa things with her but, in the middle of smses, she stop and will only come back weeks/months after.

I could remember, how I forced myself in my sarat moment of pregnancy, made my way to her wedding, just to witness her big day, but that was the last time we met.

My dear friend, **s***, how i miss u and our days together....Please talk to me if I had done something that hurts u. I do not want our friendship that has been going on for 12years to go down the drain just like that.

Im having probs with my shoutmix account. Any other users having the same prob as me?? hope ada, kalau tak tak best ah gini...*lol*

So in the meantime im using C-box till I find another substitution or the account will resume again.

Im sick, fever, flu and body ache.....Mcm nak patah² all the bones in my body especially my waist area.....Oh god I cant focus and Im weak in the brain right now.

Of all days, the flu came vigorously and stayed with me on Sunday....Chett!!! on mothers day. There goes my plan to go out and have fun. Hub was so kind, letting me rest but one little boy just cant let his mum take a break.

I planned to get a cake for mum for due to my absent minded, I didnt. So I tot to at least go out and get her something but.....with my condition, I just doesnt want things to go wrong...better stay indoor.

After mahgrib, I gather all my energy to meet my sis, mum and the rest at Northpoint. Sis giving mum a treat at Swensens. I didnt enjoy much cos I was not in the right mood. I apologise to mum for my taklawa.com face, and told her I.O.U.

About 10.15pm, made our way home. Hub and I decided to take a stroll back home, since Khairin is sleeping soundly in his Maclaren. All of them was surprised cos I stay blks away from them but doesnt want to take the feeder service.....Well bukan senang tau dpt berjln tiga-tigaan di bawah bulan mengambang...hehehe...

Singgah jap at the Silvercross Clinic to buy the chlorpheniramine tablet. Tunggu ubat jer berejam apa lagi kalau I wana get consultation....

Minutes before the day ends....Im looking forward for it...Wanna have my rest....

At last, I managed to squeeze some time to update my blog. I was extremely busy with work after long holiday. Padahal annual leave deduct 3 days jer. So with the long interval from work, the morale to go back to work, looking all those documents were just blanks.

Despite having lotsa works, I still managed to revamp my layout. I fell in love with this layout the moment I preview it. Friends Are Forever..We need friends in our life, up and downs. And I hope the friendships that I built with anyone would last till the end of time....I treasure friendships.

Orait enough of being too sentimentel about friends, I will update on why I decided to use the skin in my next...next...entry cos for now, the main reason of this entry is about the event that took place last saturday.

I would like to take this opportunity to thank all guest who turned up to celebrate my son's and niece birthday. Special thanks to her and her for coming, thanks for the gift, maaf kalau tak terlayan, I really felt bad for not being a good host.

I was so damn busy on that day, started from the day before, preparing all ingredients for the next day cooking. Mum told us to cook at her place, so that my place wont be in a mess....*lurve you mum* At about 11am, me, mum and dad proceeded to Northland pri to vote. It was my first time voting and it was such a breeze, no q's and it was done less than 5 mins. After that, went to Northpoint, to do last min shopping, and reached home almost 1pm. Hub was activated to Pasir Ris home, as mil need his help to prepare the bubur asyura. I cant come along cos my mums place was like tongkang pecah.....

By 2pm, fil and hub fectched us. Kaup all the barang from my mums place and dh mcm nak pindah rumah pulak & went to my home to kaup all my things. Reached there almost 3pm and oraganise for a while, eat lunch and then off we went to collect the birthday cakes, mil, sil and the barang² from pasir ris. The invite was 6pm onwards but time went so fast that at 6pm, I was still at Tampines mall. By the time reached back our chalet it was almost 6.45pm.

From the van, I saw her and I quickly made my move and got myself ready. Lucky my sis had get Khairin ready. So from there, people started to come in. It started to rain heavily about 8 plus and due to the heavy rain, guest had to stay longer, hub was all wet and due to that, we are not able to take any family pics. So sad!!! But at least I was grateful that the bdae baby was cooperative enough to forget about his early lights off and was still wide awake during the cake cutting ceremony.

By 9.30pm his eyes were tired and I prepared his milk and put him to sleep in the living room. Dh ngantuk sgt lah tu that budak² terpekik terpekau pun he tak sadar langsung. Ish!!!! Entertained the crowd and I received sms from A's saying that they are not coming coz its already late at night. I request her to come cos they are still guest around and lotsa food and finally she came.

Too bad the cake dh licin kena sebat, and A's jgn amik hati ok. The last guest left the place about 1am and by that time, I was of no energy but still managed to watch the GE results. Muka ada senyum....hehehe

Overall although it was such a tiring day, I enjoyed myself and hope that the guest njoyed too.

But I still owe hub a gift......Sorry darling. I have plan something but the weather is just not right. Dun worry, I will keep my promise....and until now its gonna be a secret. I hope Im able to get on with this plan.

For pics, u've got to wait cos I still doesnt have the time to transfer all the pics to my pc....Sorry folks!!!

On this date in 2005, at 0555hrs, I gave birth to my darling above. We decided to name him Ahmad Nur Khairin, kerana mama & papa taknak mengalah nyer pasal..so there goes N & K initials there.

How times flies, and I could still remember, how I went thru labour, alhamdulillah a short and smooth one, and for sure, its not a trauma for me....So baby lets move on for more...*lol*

To my darling, Khairin, may u be blessed with lotsa Iman and Taqwa, in good health and shape, and be a responsible boy/man to ur parents, elders, society and country (patriotic beb).....We all loves u for who you are....

Dun worry darling, how much I know u enjoy eating cakes, I will get one for u after work and we shall have a mini cake cutting ceremony, nak wait till the weekend cian takut air liur kamu tu meleleh terus. *now Im scratching head for another bdae on the 4th may....* my pockets are having holes already....alhamdulillah the progress packages saves me.....Thank U.....

p/s : Big thanks to the lovely lady, Im touched with the entry...(cute plak in superman gears)Not to forget thanks to all the birthday wishes for my son that I had received either thru sms, tagboards, emails, etc...Khairin, kalau dh besar nanti, remember to thank all aunties personally hor.....