So fast..Today marks the last day of 2005....Alamak!!! When the new year arrives, It means Im near to a yr older....Chet!!!

So hw was 2005 for me?? Great, lotsa ups and downs...Managed to make/meet great friends....u know who you are..;) thanks many many...lurve u people.

Most vivid memory that I will bring on...will be 02 May '05, the day when I battled with life by going thru labour....In the end a healthy boy was born @ 0555 hrs....Syukur Alhamdulillah.

So Im hoping that 2006 gonna be a more smooth sailing year, not only for me but for everybody, for the world.

What!! New year resolution?? Hmm...Lose weight lor...Hidden fats..shoooo...shoooo...go far far away.

So to all bloggers, bloggereaders...enjoy the weekend and have a great year ahead.

Im sorry to those whos been waiting for my pics during the holiday.
Apart from tired...hub is down with high fever from Tuesday afternoon. Temperature went up and down. Being so degil, he doesnt want to go to clinic in the evening when i touched his forehead, it was damn hot.

I was on MC yesterday, I was feverish too and at same time, I had an interview. I didnt want to go for the interview as I had developed a last min fever. But rather than I got to plan for leave, better I just make full use of the day. Pros and cons.....5 days week but salary wise lower than what I earn now. One straight bus from my town but...walking in is damn far. Yes I know I cant get everything....U want this u wont get this....Leaving my option open.

Today Im not in focus after I received this sms
...They took Khairin oredi...

Being a sensitive mum, my tears flow.....Am I being selfish here?? I dont know....

Khairin....if u can hear me my dear son, Im mising u like crazy...I just dun know why...Even if its just for a day, and you will be back with me...I find it difficult to focus .....I dun have the concentration to work....Ya'Allah please give me the stregth to overcome the day...till I meet my sweetheart again...

5 days on holiday....the "M" mood is there when we are talking about going back to work....Lagi lagi when year end is just around the corner....Hurhur...

Alhamdulillah we had a safe trip....Not to mention the excitement we had. To my parents, nieces, nephew and cousins whom I had brought along....hope you all had loads of fun...Not forgeting my dearest hubby and Khairin...semoga rezeki kita makin bertambah and we shall plan for the next one....Destination??? Hmm...another island maybe.

Ok...shall update more when time permits..wait hor....

Im really excited....Received news/sms of my friend or my friends wife had given birth. Syukur Alhamdulillah....

To Lis, congrates sweetie on the arrival of your first princess...Katrina Ayuni....such a sweet name there...Will find time to visit you and ur babe....Hope ur babe has been discharged....

To another friend congrates again...ehem² no 2 a girl again....so try lagi...hopefully dpt boy pulak. Deanna Yusra....sedap nama.

Lately I have been having this sensation feeling at my ari² area. It was worst yesterday...when I try to get up from my seat, the area was damn painful. Ish!!! kenapa pulak nie. So yesterday upon reaching my home, I just laid back on the sofa....till i was asleep...Chet!!! hubby didnt wake me up....I was woke up by Khairin's cry and that was at 0530hrs...poor me...

And all I could remember was...I dreamt of my gynae....I had an appointment cos Im pregnant....Alamak!!! Tgk tu...sakit sampai mimpi² being pregnant. Oh mr. trapik...please come...hehehe

Im all excited for the trip.....But I just don't understand...all these kepos...who got to know that Im going to that place...informed my mum that...they went before and that place is haunted....Excuse me, which place Im staying u know meh??...which unit Im in...u aware meh??...Commonlah...dah geram I told my mum....lah kat mana² pun ada hantu....Let me recall what happen what I ever encountered ;

At Cherating :-
1) kul 3pagi...tgh sedap² tido...the bell on our door bunyi....bila hubby tgk from door view...theres no one...
2) hubby was in the toilet...the lights went off...without me playing any pranks on him...he ask me but when the answer was no...we just kept quiet.

At Tioman
1) tgh tido jugak....theres so many noises came from the roof..benda jatuh lah..itu lah..ini lah...and mcm² lagi lah...

U see!! some people just tak de kerja lain dok...menyibuk pasal orang nak gie holiday pulak. Cos I believe....no matter how good a hotel is...mesti ada case punyer....Not being arrogant...memang frankly speaking I takut...but we cant think too much of it....makin kita fikir makin kita menakutkan diri sendiri...

Minnie Mouse

Which DISNEY character are you most like?
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This time tried yg nie plak...minnie mouse?? mcm ada yg tak kena jer khekhe...
decided to do this test, hoping it could brush away my feeling of blues on Monday

Was tired over the weekend during my uncles wedding. Busy merewang since friday...but merewang dgn Khairin dah cukup. Hes soo the afraid of people...susah gak ni mcm...

Sat : It was my working sat and after work, I went to D'Nona...for Indian Head Massage. If you people had watched TGIF 2 weeks back, they showed this service. Since Im prone to migraine, mum and hubby suggested I give it a try. *thumbs up for the service*. Memang lah sakit, but I try to tahan, kalau tak mcm mana nak relaxkan urat² yg dah tense...I decided to sign up for the package and will get ear candling for free...After kena urut, quickly took a cab to yishun. Didnt get to follow for the nikah and was quite upset....All my cousins went..so yg tertinggal sis and me...padan muka dua beradik nie hehehe...

Sun : Mama did 3-tier pulut for the pengantin. Good try mama....woah² leh buat bisness nie mcm. Ikut pengantin for bertandang, I left Khairin with hubby since he does not want to follow. So apa lagi....dah ada chance nak merayap...ingatkan leh lah tangkap glamour...but hmm...my niece was clingy...ish!!! rosak progame jer....hahaha..Oleh kerana ikut bertandang nyer pasal, I didnt get to meet my inlaws....They reached at 1 plus...Dahlah tk dpt visit them, coming wkend nie plak, Im going for a holiday cum wedding...Nampak² gaya countdown kat pasir ris lah nie...Insya'allah..

STRESS...Yes Im having STRESS right now....Im DEPRESSED...Basically I cant seem to understand......when people say NO it will always be NO. Not only me, but they also don't find its worth taking the risk but ya...some people are just TOO EGO...I dun know how much longer I can bear with all these..........I wanna run....run away from all these...I wanna leave...but where can I go....All these while, Mohd Khalid & Ahmad Nur Khairin has been my strength...its because of them I stay, its because of them Im this strong to pull through.......but I know myself....I cant pretend anymore....

Ayunnie Md Fahmi

Pic courtesy of Baby's Momma

Sat, it was raining cats and dogs. Had initially planned to visit the new ibu earlier but we had to wait till the rain stops. By that time we got ready ot was almost 6pm. I dun feel easy to visit newborn baby after mahgrib but this time I really got to. Sorry A's if I took ur rest time. If I didnt visit her last Sat, I cant seem to get it done any time this week as I would be very very tight. This coming weekend will my uncle's wedding...so confirm my weekend will be burn with the wedding.

Ayunnie is small in size, too small that I felt quite kekok to hold her. Nice features she has and among the three shes the only one who has hidung mancung...So when besar later sure jambu one hor...hehehe.

I tried to show Khairin that I got a baby, but this son of mine gave me his Mr beans look instead. A's pun kata dia lum tau lagi.....Maybe lah...But on a second try, he wanted to hold the babe...oh no way son...!!! I was craddling the newborn baby and it suddenly flashed back to the time when I first had Khairin on my arm, the feeling of excitement is there...Mcm nak plan for no 2 jer hehehe

Yesterday at 7.45 it was bedtime for Khairin. Made his milk, put him in his cot but he cried instead. Eh dah kenapa pulak budak ni?? Selalunya ok jer...leh tido sendiri but yesterday he was so different. I put him on the carpet, but no different either. In the end I put on on my arm and lay together with him and our head together. No more crying heard..He smiled instead followed by some giggles...

Oh Khairin nak mama peluk mcm baby eh??? Khairin dah besar tau...no more little baby like Ayunnie....Khairin dah tuek...bak papa kata mcm baby kawak...hahaha!!! While changing his diaper I quote this "Alahai...mcm maner nak plan baby no 2 eh....baby no 1 nie dah pandai cemburu....so papa we got to plan wisely *evil grin*

ps : Sorry A's other pics lum sempat upload lah.....tgklah when I ada free time I will get it done....And for more updates on my wkend will be updated in due course heheh...

Got this from Syazah's....

The hidden meaning in your name....Just for my own pleasure...

Noraindah means :-

Idealistic, sensitive and emotional you appreciate beauty and need to have a harmonious environment. You are a dependable and conscientious worker and attract material rewards without too much effort. However your altruistic nature is one of giving and service to others with a desire to make the world a better place and you work towards this end. Your affectionate, sincere and understanding manner means that you are much loved.

Ok dokie, bear for long entry...Padan dgn muka gue...saper suruh tak update!!!!

Im am really BUSY at work. The only time I get to update my blog will be at work. "Weii bukan curik tulang hor.....I will only update when I really have the free time or during lunch "(like now).

Last Weds and Thurs, I was on MC. Flu, cough and fever came to give me a visit. Thats me!! Kalau sakit sungguhlembik.com. My whole body was aching like apa ntah. Hubby offered to massage but I screamed instead. "Sorry hubby" and yes even a slight touch caused soo much pain. Given medication and 2 days of rest. I went to my mums place instead cos I know I cant handle Khairin plus my condition alone. So my routine :- eat, medication, sleep, eat medication, sleep...bagus jugak tgh week of the month so I really had ample of rest. The main reason, I do not want Khairin to get sick as well.

Friday was still weak but I still made myself to work....and I was very BUSY again. 3 L/C shipments and I shld say I was very kwai...to work and work without access to the internet *phew*

Sat, hubby surprised me with "blink...blink" I was speechless never I thought this wish would come true at this moment. It was .73ct in white gold and hubby told me that if I wanna it to be in yellow gold plated we can go back to the shop and have it done. True...I prefer it to be in yellow gold as I find it more suitable and will go well with my other gold accessories, when tetiba ada white gold mcm out of the ring gitu.

So 4 days on my finger now its back to the shop for gold plating...Oh!!! I miss it...Cepatlah Friday hehehe... Spent the nite at mils place, as we got a wedding at Bukit Panjang to attend...No doubt nak ikutkan dari Yishun nearer but mil will be with fil jer...so my younger sil smsed me and ok Iza no prob. Putting effort to be a filial menantu bukan anak hantu...Lagipun Khairin cucu mereka jugak nanti people will have the thot I besarkan my family jer....nanti tak kenal nenek papa lagi susah.


Yesterday and Monday I was BUSY again, and I had stared on the pc for long...Yalah lum baik tul dah ngadap pc....and lama plak tu...till my brain went berserk. My head went spinning and I really felt soo heavy...mcm nak amik hammer and hammered it down. The I started to feel nausea and felt like crying. Took a cab to Yishun and get hubby's help to register for me and get a Q number at 24 hrs clinic while I made my journey there. I was like a fish without water in the cab. Should I throw up or can I control. I do not have empty plastic bag with me....Arrghh...So much problems. I felt like asking the driver to speed up but hes already speeding. Reached my destination and kerana terlalu kelam kabut nak kuar, I knock my head on the taxi door frame...Ouch!!! Seriously I was not my day...Macam kentang.

Cun² reach there it was my turn hubby saw me pressing my head and I told him, its my clumpsy clowny day. The doctor prescribed me with medication and I ate one that will control my nausea feeling *shoo shoo* Rested at the clinic for a while and I was back to myself only that I started to talk rubbish which hubby found me giler sikit....He joke to me saying that I should go back to the doctor hahaha!!!

So dah ok kan, next stop pasar malam. Got my cheese hotdog, goreng pisang for my nieces and nephew and buah berangan for all of us. Had dinner and rested awhile at my mums place, and then its home sweet home time....by then my migraine struck again. Hubby being kind gave me my medication and told Khairin u got to behave son, mama is sick....thats wat I heard and after that I was already gone....Khairin cried pun I tak tau....Well doctor tu kata after mkn ubat, darken the room and rest....sleep....so I follow lor.....hehe

This entry specially dedicated to my ex-colleague, Adriana Mohd also known as A's.

Congrates sis on the arrival of the little princess, Ayunnie Mohd Fahmi (at last dpt pun gegerl). Indah wish both ibu & daughter a speedy recovery. Apologise that I cant visit you in hospital as hubby needs get his things ready and will be staying at Pasir Ris home, for me and Khairin where else but mums place. Hurhur...What to do. MIL not in town and even if she is, when Im at work, she cant handle Khairin alone....Pity her....And for hubby, he needs to report at Selarang Camp by 0500 hrs so the easiest way he stay at Pasir Ris.

No worries hubby Im ok with the arrangement. I wish you all the best and may you achieve your 28 marksman target. Dun exert yourself, your shoulder and condition means more to us.