The reason why I decided to play netball is just one...to lose weight. Am I being paranoid of my myself....I guess no...Well apart from shedding the kilos, I wanna lead healthy lifestyle....keep my body firm...and so on.

Initially I wanted to forgo the idea but one incident that happened to me on my way back home....motivated me to do so. I was like normal, standing in the crowded train when suddenly a young chinese boy, stood up and ushered me to his seat....Alamak!!! I was asking myself..."Am I pregnant or do I look pregnant".....I was sooo...damn blushed and haha...sit lah....*lol* Penat nyer pasal...

At mums place, I looked myself in the mirror, no wonder he gave up his seat....So thanks to you boy, u made me realise that I need to work out.

Now Im kinda mad, pissed off, plan all haywire and bla..bla..bla..
Husband was on duty yesterday. Tomorrow will be on duty again for the month of April...Mak ai....Ni yg plan the duty roster dh kenapa...buang tebiat ke?? He couldnt find a repalcement which means he got to serve it. Pity u hub....And there goes our plan to spend the night at mils place tonight. Well its not our fault and we do not want that to happen either.

And one thing I dun like people to plan my sons schedule....He still have his mak / bapak, tapi kenapa Im always left out about the arrangements of my son....I told hub about it and he said that he understand but Im not sure to which extend he could understand my dilemma. People say Im selfish and over protective towards my son....Yeah...by all means...label me that. Go get married, go thru pregnancy, go thru labour, go thru sleepless nites..if you are lucky....dun get PND like me and then u shall understand y...I am like this....

So back to what Im suppose to blog about, since plans get messed up, I could only look forward for Sunday.....but I bet hub will spend his time catching up on his sleep. And after that Monday comes again....Arghhhh...

Oh ya, sometimes people dont understand or bochap to understand. Since my boss decided on the "STRICTLY NO SMOKING" in the office, some people still got the cheek to continue puffing happily in his room. When I mentioned of the warn, he kept saying..."My room tak affected per"....I answered back "Oh is it...Isnt your room in the office or can u give me your office address??"...He was stunned and cant answer my question....Tell u nicely u dun want....I shall go sarcastic way....Mind u.

Aniway....have a great wkend peeps.....

So fast and its midweek already.....

My leg is aching...but alhamdulillah not that bad, tulah once in a blue moon, exercise...amik kau!! Well atas nak shed off kilos nyer pasallah...i joined her to the netball training....Its been ages I played the game and all the knowledge karat lor.....

First time training and I shall say I had an enjoyable time and....enjoyable ride home....Maceh eh Lily....u shouldnt have take the trouble to ask ur hub to send me to Yishun...Niways..thanks alot.

During training, I did perspire a lot....Naik rimas pulak...but it good sign per...dun complain...So once I reached my place, hub waited for me downstairs with kimi....Hes finally awake, nak fetch mama nyer pasal....Thanks both darling hub and dear son.

Rested for awhile and headed for shower.....and yeah..baru excercise, mak tapaukan nasi...sayang pulak tak mkn...hahaha.....So after that, ironed my clothes and off to the dreamland....I had difficulty to sleep cos my leg was aching like hell....I cant bear to wake hub up cos, whose idea was to join....I got to endure myself.

Alahamdulillah, when I woke up in the morning, the pain wasnt that bad and something motivate myself to work....Guess what??

Conversations :-

A's says:
awak.

Dun wanna be a tourist..Wanna be a traveller says:
yup

A's says:
hhhmmm... bz ke.. naper tak update blog...

Dun wanna be a tourist..Wanna be a traveller says:
...busy like a bee

A's says:
hhmmm...

A's says:
wah.. g holiday besh tak...

Dun wanna be a tourist..Wanna be a traveller says:
holiday

Dun wanna be a tourist..Wanna be a traveller says:
bila masa pulak

A's says:
not say holiday ler... ah ape eh..

A's says:
yg u sewa keta g m'sia with ur sis & another fren...

A's says:
should i say.. 1 day tour..

Dun wanna be a tourist..Wanna be a traveller says:
hmm....i ada tulis or sa somewhere eh

Dun wanna be a tourist..Wanna be a traveller says:
i myself cant recall

Dun wanna be a tourist..Wanna be a traveller says:
*say

A's says:
tak tulis ler... man's talk..

A's says:
hehe.. got it..?

Sungguhtakpadan.com laki aku nie.....Well he must have told him about it...Hehe..Takleh keep rahsia langsung!!!!*lol*

On saturday, we decided to go JB, as I managed to rent a car from my aunty. It was such a last min plan as initially we wanted to get the VIOS but due to some misunderstanding, we settled for the Trajet instead. Since it was a bigger car, I decided to ask my sis family along. So in total 7 adults 3 kids and one infant...Imagine saper yg tunggu belakang keta kita tuk cap passport pasti menyumpah...

We set off at 12noon....Smooth traffic at the causeway....So by almost 1pm, we headed down to Danga Bay for our Brunch. I had mee bakso asli...and mind u, 3 bowls of mee bakso with a different taste but comes from the same shop. And luckily i get the best one..for hub and sis, their gravy was tasteless but hubs one was the worst.

After that, we planned to drive up to Melaka...where to?? Umbai. But in the end the plan was cancelled as bil was called up for night shift. Hur..hur..There goes my ikan bakar umbai....But hub promised me that we will do it again...

So after that we went to Akhirs relatives place, kat Jln Pakis....if im not mistaken...rested for awhile and went to Giant for shopping spree....hahaha!!! it was milk borong for me....Budget...so gielah m'sia beli susu. Well not only that, we bought lotsa other groceries as well....but we were having problem gak as trajet doesnt have a spacious boot....and hub planned to put Khairins pram on the car top....Ewah² pepandai awak eh....makcik saya pelangkung kepala baru tao!!!*lol*

So after much patience, we managed to put everything in car and off we went for dinner at Singgah Selalu....The food was not bad as it was my first time there and we tot it was going to be expensive but...it was only 157RM....mak datuk gitunyer spread...Hmm....

So after that, we decided to go back Singapore...Again the traffic was smooth...and by 8.45pm, we sent my sis home, sent the things to our home, we decided to meet again by 10pm this time to Mustafa Centre....but this time, without my sis as her kids are all sleepy and even my mums maid I didnt bring along.

It was such a great time cos Khairin was sleeping thruout and mama and papa..managed to roam around without having to carry him....Org tolak trolley, kita tolak pram. After few rounds, we decided to R&R at the cafe. I tried the masalah tea and the taste was not as good as the one selling at Chong Pang...Nak tak nak, sedap tak sedap, minumlah jugak...

So my 1am we decided to make our move....Kalau tak tot nak go changi but...hub was already half eyes open mode...Chet!!! But nevertheless we really made full use of the car.....

Cik Sal & Cik Noh....we will call u again....Jangan serik² eh...hehehe

I think this entry is misleading cos, I have friends who ask for my new number....

Sorry for the tak clear information. Aniways Im still using my old number...Thanks!!!

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As much as I feel sad over the lost of my handphone, I know I got to face the reality. Its gone and will never return.

On Monday after work, hub suggested that I meet him at Sun Plaza. He brought me to the M1 shop, with one motive in mind, get myself a replacement phone. I wasnt agreeable but he insisted. I told him, on one condition. Choose ur own model and decide for yourself. He was reluctant alamak in my heart dah mcm filim industan plak!!!..After a long time, I managed to pester him saying yes.

And for that I got to sign up for another 2 yrs contract with the service provider. Hmm....

So here is the replacement....

ps : to friends to have my number, please sms me so that Im able to update my phone book. Thanks!!

Nothing much happened during the weekend, cos I am still under the "DO NOT DISTURB" mode...about my handphone that went missing....

At work on Friday hub called me and asked whether I received any news from Comfort Cab and when I replied no, he immediately said, like that got to find oredi...I was like huh!! find!! cari!! nak cari kat mana I asked him, he said, kedai lah. In my heart I was like, No! No! dear...dun have to go to that extend.

At night, upon seeing hub at mums place, he kissed my forehead and knew that the issue was troubling me and tried to cheer myself up. I kept letting out tears and in fact during dinner when I looked at his face, auto ni airmata meleleh...Tulen hor, not main-main one.

He kept comforting me, and told me not to tink so much, its gone. I told him, it just the way i received it, its my first bdae prezzie from him and tat makes thing worst. If I had bought it with my own money I believed Im not this affected.

We went home and I was totally in buzzed off mode and went straight to bed. I saw him surfing M1 webbie but seriously Im not interested.

Morning came I got myself ready for work. The journey was so damn bored w/o handphone. In fact another reason of y i forgot abt my handphone, I was too engrossed with reading...Memoirs of A Geisha. So now seeing this book makes my heart pinched, ada jugak terfikir nak buang *lol* but common Im still sane. Sesungguhnya buku tak bersalah. So now dlm train no sms = reading

After work went back to my mums place, cos Khairin was there. I waited for hub to come, before eating lunch together with him. After lunch while I was browsing the classified section, I asked him this

Me : "Nak go sepang"...
Him : Silent w/o any hok/hek.
Me : "Sepang...sepang...minta kena sepak. Kena sepak nak!!. Dahlah handphone ilang, ckp byk pulak"
Him : Smiling at my own question and answer...."I tak ckp eh"
Me : "Yeah I know....berpijak di bumi nyata"*lol*

Sunday:

Cooked simplest dish, and straight to mil place. Spent the whole day there and I was having terrible headache.

All this because of ear infection, toothache

ear infection = korek telinga like nobody's business
toothache = makan gula-gula byk sgt

handphone ilang = my own carelessness

Have a great week peepz....

63 days its with me and its gone.

Its true I have to understand sometimes its just not my rezeki, but the scenario of how I get it is very sentimental to me.

My hub isnt the romantic type who pleases me with surprise, to be frank, he never bothers to even get a card for important dates like my bdae, wedding anniversary, apa lagi gifts.

After I confide with him, hes now able to understand. For me, I dun need him to shower me with expensive gifts, but a simple wish will do, it could really make me on a cloud nine.

And it was a total different this year round during my birthday, I just couldnt believe he would get me something that was out of my thought. He said, since he got extra incentives, he dun mind, but it cant be always. I understand what he meant by that.

That "thing" hold too much memories of me, hub and our beloved son, and due to my own carelessness, I lost it. If not of a message from my colleague I tink it will still be in my bag all along the journey.

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First of all welcome the returning of her....As guessed people miss your entries, so blog more since u go more time in hand liao.

On Monday evening Khairin got sudden fever visit, all of a sudden he became so lembik tak de mood for anything. Kept being cranky. Is he teething?? Im also not that sure, cos no signs of that except for one tooth yg ada and nickname pak mat gigi sebatang...lol

Or he trying to walk?? Watever it is darling, I just want you to be back to your normal self, its heartbreaking seeing you with the ayam berak kapoor look.

And, was it a blessing that he developed his fever? Cos on Monday itself, I received a call, arrangement for interview the next day. As much as I wanted to leave and find a new job, the feel takut is there. I dun know why....I know what I want, but sometimes that is the barrier of me moving forward. Address given and hub assisted me to find out the exact location. I was like...alamak mcm tempat jin kena tendang hehehe

I was still unsure till the next morning, I looked at Khairin and his temperature went slight down. I then decided to take time off, to be with him in the morning and by 9am, I left the house and told him, "Pray for mama sayang....its for our future" He kept crying and doesnt want to let go of me, but I know I must be firm....just go never turn back.

I reached the place, and from the first impression, I fell in lurve with it, from the environment and theres something that just attracts me....and in fact till today, I keep tinking but I know I cant pin on high hopes, cos the best person wins.

Ya'allah, pada saat ini aku dipersimpangan antara dua keinginan, dan aku tau walaupun tidak mustahil jika kedua permintaan ini dimakbulkan, aku redha akan apa saja pemberian rezeki mu kepada ku...Amin

To one and only Shahrina Ahmad





Happy Bdae to u..
Happy Bdae to u...
Happy Bdae to Rina....
Happy Bdae to u.....

*hugs and kisses*

May u have an enjoyable day, blessed with great health & wealth...Have fun and stay sweet always...

Im back with updates...

Been busy lately and with the Lazy bum bum mode, semua tak jln hehe...

Wkends was boring for me, cos the same routine will be over and over again. Sometimes I asked myself, can I skip Sats and Suns cos thats when or where arguments may step in.

Like many other working moms, Im in this dilemma as in, wkends it will be a trip to inlaws, kalau tak pegi nanti kecik hati. Kalau pegi, tersampai lambat, pun kena. So my conclusion, we will still go, kalau sampai lambat, I still made it a point to go....Let them play with Khairin and get in touch with any latest issues.

Alhamdulillah he doesnt get cranky anymore...Hes getting more and more familiar with the faces of hubs side.

Saturday
Decided to bring him for his D.A. at Ooi Baby & Child Clinic. I was worried that he may end up taking nis nap and will get to his takdemood.com character. Nights before, I kept explaining to him that I shall bring to Dr Foo's cos she need to test him. Member ni plak, org ckp dr nak test, dia ingat nak kasi itu enjet, badan mula hangat...Chet!!!

So we left home at around 10.30, and there was a crowd. I pun kanchong spider, takut dia tido, cos its his nap time. He started to get cranky and wants to roam satu clinic, alamak!! awak tu comel loteh, sekali org langgar, terbaring trus nanti....notty momma. He was so the menggeliat mcm belut, till hub gave up and pass him to me....Mak jugak!!

Then it was his turn...greeted Dr Foo and test begun. Alhamdulillah he passed his test and off we go. Naik cab trus lepak. We went back to mums place, since hub was hungry, nak tunggu kita masak, nampaknya late lunch lah. So had our lunch there, sempat bapak budak tido kejap then back to our home and quickly settle mana yg patut and off to Pasir Ris.

After maghrib, we went to geylang, cos fil was helping with a relative at a stall. So pendek kata our day was just mkn...I didnt eat much cos I ate quite huge portion of nasi briyani that sil cooked. By 10, we decided to make our move.

Sunday
Out for jemputan at Ubi...And guess wat, I forgot to bring along the prezzie for Alisha....Cos I thought nak singgah her place, if shes not around, just leave t at the gate....Mak nenek of me lah!! Mcm maner bleh lupa, padahal ingat punyer ingat...SO sorry alisha, dun worry I get it mailed to you....

After that went to hubs cousins place at hougang....New baby gal born...Nur Iqma...nice name, mata bulat, idung mancung...ans Khairin was too engrossed with the little cutie pie that he takblehdukdiam.com, panjat sana panjat sini, just to get glimpse of the babe, when I was feeding, and dengan pantas he taps the gals head.....Mak datok, brutalnya!!! Baby no 2...i tink got to wait first.....hehe