There are reasons to my disappearance from the blogging world. I don't have the mood and excitement to write or even talk about anything. Even if I want to write or talk about it, I don't know where to start.

To friends whos waiting for my updates, I cant promise any but I will try to visit to your sites and leave a message or two.

I used to be a strong lady, but it has now deteriorate, Im suffering in silence. Im under depression.

Please pray for my well beings.

I can't handle this anymore.

May the idea of my beloved husband bringing me somewhere could lessen this unwanted feelings.

Thanks rina for your encouragement.....I will try to be strong again for my family, even if it will drive me crazy.