...T.G.I.F.

Alhamdulillah the day of the week has come..Yippe...Tomorrow my off saturday. Today got dating ;) with my husband lah saper lagi....takkan scandal kot!!! Kwang...kwang...kwang...

The date, we are going for movie, The Maid. It was me the gatal woman, to date husband, cos it been long since we last caught a movie in the cinema. Mula2 bila nak ajak tu fikir berkali kali cos takut husband turn down as lately hes been too tired and stress with the course that he is in now...Cian husband, tuesday got exam some more.

Alhamdulillah too he doesnt turn me down. To our little Ahmad Nur Khairin, Dun worry sweetheart, you will be in great care of nenek, and for sure will be enjoying ur own movies with the three kiddos. Mama & Papa will be back as soon as we can to fetch you....*muah*

To all my blog readers, friends, have a great weekend....Bubbye...

...TOLERATE...

Tolerable - endurable
Tolerance - willingness or ability
Tolerant - disposed to tolerate others / patient of
Tolerate - allow the existence or occurance of w/o authoriatative interference / be able to take or undergo without harm

Why I was on MC?? Due to the factors above. I cant tolerate, the tolerant of the tolerance as its not tolerable. I also dun know what the hell I merepeks. So if tak faham buat donno ye...My blog kan??

Its wat I have been feeling lately. Ya'Allah only u know what am I thinking now. Working in small firm this is the problem. Working with malays there are the consequences. Im not pointing to all malay organisations out there but this is just what I feel. Its true indeed when people say, "Dah bagus tu ada kerja". Yes and I really bersyukur with the job and post I have now. But money cant buy ppls sweat and time. Dun even say abt money, down here theres no OT claim available.

Straight for the past week, my energy is being perah sekering tidak, and it will happen after 5.30pm. Eh apa are these pest blind or what?? I got new responsibility as a mum. Lately leave office by 7-7.15, journey home really kills me. Upon reaching at mums place, khairin wld be sleeping, then either i eat at mums place or tapao. Mum would ask am i too bz?? Yalah i sent khairin by 7.20am, then after 12hrs of care service masih lum amik2, i pun understand and i sometimes joke with mama, " Kalau childcare agaknya anak i dh kena tunggu depan gate"...Hahaha.

She doesnt mind & at least my dad will get the chance to see khairin cuma dia pun fikir jugak, balik, tido then mrng kuar lagi. Sometimes she offered me to stay there for the nite but I cant. Ntahlah maybe due to the reason, I want to be independent and tau erti hidup berkeluarga. Going home late means no time for my dear khairin. When Im free hes sleeping, when its time for his feeds in the wee hrs, Im like a zombie.

So decided to take MC on tuesday. I really took the chance, played and entertained him the whole day. How I miss him. Husband understands my plight and told me if i cant handle, then let him handle sorang, means lesser time for the family if i decides to resign....No!!! Thats the last resort. Will never leave work to satisfy myself, it will just make matters worst. But sometimes I do envy friends who are SAHM but for me not at the moment. Husband told me to give him about another 3 yrs time..Bila itu time dtg baru leh ckp, for now lips are seal.

Hey people have u ever cried in public and felt lost?? Yup it happened to me and Im really afraid of going thru such depression.....Smsed husband but at that moment he cant be with me as he needs to drive....Its ok. Istifar, and think of Ahmad Nur Khairin, insya'allah it reduces the -ve tots.

..Its him again...

Suppose to get this entry updated yesterday or day before but just couldnt find the time . Monday was bz @ work and yesterday was on MC. Reason?? Hmm...nanti kita share.

Back to wat Im supposed to update...

Since we were at Pasir Ris home @ that time, mati2 told husband that nak tgk the race jugak. Ard 7pm khairin got restless and I got to make him topless again *as if dia suka sgt bertopless at his nyai's home* My bil cma home and was disappointed to see this budak kecik sleeping like sammi buddha hehehe.... He insisted husband to wake khairin up, yalah if he volunteers to attend to khairin's angin.

Told bil, just give him half an hr tto rest. And yes!! khairin woke up and in the nick of time before the race start. Member ngotok tgk...mata mcm buah longan. Ish!!! Nevermind darling as long as u be kwai...hehe if not stress u.

My Kimi RaikkONon

...Tulang...

Yummie, got my tulang yesterday. Ive got the craving to eat tulang lately but just couldnt get the chance. People kept saying baru anak satu.....Well wat the problem ha?? Ku punyer suka ah...

So that day I bought this garlic baguette from Delifrance and offered to my nephew.

Me : "Ilham nak??"
Ilham : *shook his head*
Me : Quite surprised as he loves to eat. "Knp tak nak?, Ilham kenyang eh?"
Ilham : "Tu hari Ilham dh makan tulang dgn roti nie, Papa beli 2 satu rumah bawah, satu rumah nenek" (well actually my sis was staying just one floor down from my mums place)
Me : "What Ilham makan tulang!! Bila?? OOooo.. tak ajak mano eh? Lain kali mano beli taknak kasi ham.
Ilham : Guilty face and ran towards the kitchen....

Told my mum and sis what happened and well I was just joking with this cute nephew of mine. So due to that the cravings makin meluap luap. So after work yesterday, met husband at Lavender Mrt Station and made our way to Beach Road Food Centre. Woi!!! byk kedai Deen Biasa...Apa lagi while husband was waiting for satay, I went over to buy my tulangs. This man gave me namecard and told me order then antar rumah pun boleh....Hmmm...ask him abt the delivery charge and told me Yishun will cost $12.00. Dlm hati, wow good offer. Cos it will be the same if i were to go and buy myself. The cab fare home will cost ard there. So husband...*be on ur guard*...mana tau ader jer org ketuk pintu untuk hantar tulang....

Went back to my mums place. Laid the food and tinggal tunggu my sis jer for the baguette. Enjoyed myself and this niece of mine who is a piranha for tulang kept aiming for the som2. Pantang lepa, the som2 will be gone from my plate *evil look*

Takpe lah, buat apa nak argue2, shes just a kiddo. But kena jaga2 gak cos its heaty. After finished our meal, decided to go home. Khairin, we decided to leave behind as yesterday nite lotsa bakar2, husband and I were having this not rite feeling to bring khairin back. Cos initially I told husband, mum and sis abt kak oni's doter after I read her blog. Then on TGIF yesterday ada trailer for the movie THE MAID. Mama wants to jaga khairin for the nite. So off we go.

On our way home, people were still doing their prayers and burning here and there. Nak jalan pun kena hati2. All of a sudden my migraine came back. Due to all these asaps. The whole day at work our next door neighbour were burning and the smoke can be smelt rite to my nose...kepala dh mula bengal.

Once reached home, washed my feet, clean myself and I was totally flat. Husband knew that I was having migraine and he didnt disturb me for anything. Sorry darling that u got to make ur own coffee...:-(

Talkative

Since khairin is enjoying his sleep now, take the chance to update.

At 8.30 am khairin was crying. Decided to check on him and I saw both his nostrils were half covered. He was having a blocked nose. Must be passed ard virus that started from husband. I was thinking of any baby clinic that operates on Sunday. Luckily there is one somewhere near my area and we have to be there by 12noon. So quickly bathed him, get ourselves ready and woke hubby up.

Waited for cab, satu bayang pun tak nampak, so decided to take a bus. Reached at almost 11.15am and was 3rd in q. He now weighs 6.5kg.Tgh tunggu turn dia buat kek plak. Quickly cleaned him up and straight to the doctors room. Was examined and we were asked lotsa questions, this budak bams, was so kepo, nak join the conversation till the doctor say, I talked u also want to talk....dgn muka selamba he just smiled and continued his baby language.

Got nose drop, running nose, and fever syrup and she gave sample pack for the cereal. Told us to try and give him when he turns 4 mth. Ok, then proceed home. Gave his medicines and off he went to sleep. At ard 3pm, get ready again, this time to her place.

First time meeting her, nice person to get to know to. Sorry ya rina if i seems to be so kwai...heheh..segan u. But indeed it was pleasant to meet u sekeluarga. Makanan sedap, masak sendiri eh?? Sorry that i got leave early, initially nak gie wedding reception but we decided to cancel the plan as I just received the news of my fathers aunty fell at jb the day before.

Orait thats all for now....Gonna give my sweetheart his medicine...

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

...Photos...

As promised here are the few shots taken during the celebration @ yishun.

...The Celebration...

The anniversary celebration wasnt that bad. Well no mushy2 hehehe...cos I was shocked to hear from this someone..."Jaga2 pat2 anniversary nie lah, selalu accident"...Hmm...hehehe, shared the joke with hubby and he told me, next time joke balik," Now cannot nanti kena saman + points hahaha..." well its the time of the month. Initially I was quite worried and stress, coz it came late and missed one cycle. We are not ready for another one yet, but if its a gift from Him, we will accept. But now kena tepis saner sini....*wink at hubby*

We didnt went out earlier coz aiya, of all days mr flu and friends decided to give me a visit. Start counting...1, 2, 3, wow its been long since I last got sick...And it has to be on my anniversary, kacau mood ajer...No chance to take mc cos Im on leave on wednesday....I took a day leave due to some family issue, but my god my leave was wasted man. It was being postponed to Friday. No way that I will take leave again....Lucky mum was understanding enough but on my part I feel bad....

Back to how my day was spent. At 5pm, hati nie dh semangat nak tgk celebrate @ yishun. Its a day for remembrance. So off we went out at ard 6. Sent khairin to mum place, not that I wanna lepas tgn tau, mum knows how much I love to watch the jet pass and fireworks and volunteered to look after khairin cos she doesnt want khairin to get restless there...Yeah with all the crowds and hot weather and also the berdentam dentum.

Went with hubby, sis, kanak2 and narti. It had a great atmosphere. Can see the excitement at everyones face. Manage to catch the jet pass and my niece who is 2 plus was so takut, and in my heart lucky khairin didnt follow.. Watched the fireworks and it was indeed the best celebration I ever seen cos this time the theres fireworks and 4 different places too. Hope for the coming years its gonna be this kinda celebration...

And dh kelam kabut sgt, sampai terpula nak bawak dgcam. But managed to get few shots from my handphone. Will get the pics uploaded soon. Meanwhile heres how my sweetheart looked on our anniversary day...For more photos please click 2nd Anniversary
















Khairin with the gift from aunty ayu...

...Anniversary Mood...

Here comes the day.

Happy 40th bdae to Singapore..

Whereby the nation are out there to celebrate Singapore Independence, we do not want to be excluded hahaha!!! Thats the reason why we chose this date. Its holds lots of memories to Singaporeans and hope to us too.













Happy 2nd anniversary to my beloved husband, Mohd Khalid Ahmad. It was this date in 2003, i was solemnised to a wonderful man whom I had just got to know to. To me how long or short the time frame was, its just numbers, that we will stop counting when we decided not to go further. Alhamdulillah, been husband & wife for 2 years had really thought us that, mariage is not as easy as youngsters out there may think.

It was this date too in 2004, that I found myself pregnant. Syukur alhamdulillah, our prayers were answered and thank you Allah for giving us the chance and opportunity to become parent. Insya'ALLAH will we carry out the amanah our best with iman & taqwa. How fast time went, now Ahmad Nur Khairin b Md Khalid is already 3months and 6days to be exact.





























At this moment, what more could I ask for except for the well being of family and my little sweethear especially. Ya'Allah berkatilah rumahtangga ku bersama suami & zuriat kami. Lindungilah kami dari segala kesusahan dan fitnah.

To my hubby thanks for all you had done for me. Accepting me for who I am, never looked into my past and satu i love very much....tak lokek hehehe....May our marriage last and be stronger each day. Thanks for lurving me.

...My Kimi...

...My Kimi...

...My Kimi...yes thats the title, must be wondering what the hack it is...:) Well its actually what i call my sweetheart sometimes. Alias name given by my hubby the day we reveived this gift from my SIL and BIL. Its Maclaren Techno XT. And the name is adopted from Kimi Raikkonen who drives Maclaren car in F1. Hahaha...Tapi takkan nak copy fully kan, so we change it to Kimi RaikkoNon...Konon2 pun jadilah.

Yesterday marked my little sweetheart's 3rd month since out from my womb. Wow!! that was fast man, and looking at him everyday, attending to his cries and entertaining him never tires me. No matter how tired and stress I may be, his cheeky smile really boost my energy..Tq sweetheart.

He went for his jab ytdy and it looked so pitiful when the nurse poked the needle to his right thigh. Before that, when the nurse was getting the jab ready I was talking to him...he was so jovial but his face turned red and he stared at me..."Im sorry darling, if only I could take ur place..." But hey he was quiet when passed him to hubby. He started to coo...oo...aaahh...Must be complaining rite??...Never mind lah dear as long as u are ok. He's now 6.3kg and 53cm. Kush semangat, bab tu tangan beta lenguh hehehe...

Went back to my mums place as I wanted to get some things from causeway pt. Decided not to bring him as Im afraid he may get cranky and may develop fever. Made sure he asleep before I left him. By 6pm brought him back, quite happy with his reaction. I was worried in case the fever may give him a visit at night..I even took his temperature every hr just in case. Alhamdulillah all went well.

By 10 he slept soundly and woke up at 4am for his milk. Normally during his feeds in the early morning after he finishes his milk, i would just make him lay on his cot and leaves him by himself, he would doze off on his own. Perut dh kenyang apa lagi nak kan?? Hehehe...Told him, mama & papa need to sleep, as we are working later....He just smile at me...Cair man!!! Lagi2 now, with so little hair....

Time for a Change

Time for a Change

Hie friends at this moment, I do not want to publish any post or pics here. Due to the reason that I am really curious abt how ppl got to know my past. Well whatever that had happened before are over and if its something very sensitive that could affect my marriage & life now I better be on my guard. Blogging world has introduced me to many friends and at the moment where I am trying get use to it, Im afraid that I got to put a STOP. I will try to get myself familiarise with other blogging methods, that requires access, so that I could monitor the status of my blog.

To the individual (you know who u r, whereas I dun even know u) who knows so much of my past without me revealing to anyone and assure me that I should not worry too much, please respect my privacy which I believe you too want others to respect YOUR OWN PRIVACY.

Finally

Finally

After godeh sana sini, I managed to get it done. Pic taken in the early morning, as early as 0530hrs when he is doing his business..."Yak yak"....Tried to captured when he was really meneran but only managed to get this.

This pic is one of my favourite. Kerana tangan nyer yg gebu & pipi nyer yg bams.

On sat was really busy with house shifting. Started at ard 4pm and I was really tired. Mana dgn Khairin, dgn barang, fuyoh headache...Things were cleared only at ard 8.30pm, pindah satu bilik ke satu rumah pun berejam, all because of my wardrobe "Minta ampun, orang2 yg angkat" and they are my hubby's buddies...Sampai i overheard, one of them said, Monday MC lah...OMG....Sorry ya guys...We really thank all of you for the help given. Since we knew that its not appropriate to give a treat immediately, I just prepared simple dishes. But we really owe those a treat. Insya'Allah soon..hehehe. We stayed till almost 11pm, to unpack, didnt spend the nite there, instead my FIL, tolong tgk2kan.

Sunday morning went to Geylang. Bought some things for the kenduri. Reached home, mum decided to cook at my place, oklah jugak at least, I can continue to clear the stuffs. One whole day spent at my house + mini celebration for my dearest papa's 54th birthday. And now Im too tired that I can sleep....Aiyo!!!!Help!!!Help!!!

...No Entry...

...No Entry...

Wow...been out from the blogging world for quite some time. Well firstly, been busy, and only today hubby back to work after 3 weeks of mc. So since he was ard, quite hard to log in and update coz i got to take care of two babies at same time hehehe...Alhamdulillah the op went well for him cuma tulah kesian he cant carry khairin too much. Khairin pulak mcm tau jer...he kept crying and bila hubby dukung sekejap he was really quiet...anak papa betul.

k lah i cant be long coz i need to pack. tomorrow dah nak angkat barang. barang satu bilik jer dah menimbun apa lagi kalau pindah satu rumah....Penat tul.

To those who received my invitations hope to see u, yg tak dpt indah invite, really apologise. maybe will do another open house during hari raya.

* i cant seem to upload khairins photo to my entry. so for now setakat sempat tukar the pic above jer.

...Hep B 2nd Jap...

...Hep B 2nd Jap...

Reached polyclinic at 2.20pm. Waited for turn and Khairin was all the way sleeping from home. Then at 2.35, our turn, went in, questions session and next his weight. Just what Im waiting for. Put him on the scale and it shows 4.4kg. Patutlah lenguh tangan cek bila dukung hehehe...

Then he cried, ya!! time for susu ler. Nurse nie pun asik tertanyer2, budak nie yg haus hehe..She told me to feed him first while she get the injection ready. So once ready i pulled the bottle and trus poke....He cried but alhamdulillah just a while after i pujuk2, saying, Khairin strong boy...And he goes...Aaahhh...hehehe So the mentel.

Went out finish the milk and off we go.

Sorry I cant update his pics yet cos I seem to have problem uploading photo to blog...Will try A.S.A.P.

...On surgery...

...On surgery...

Yesterday hubby went to SGH for his X-ray review. He was advised to go for a minor op, should say more to scope. He smsed me and I was shocked to hear that. Thought it would be nothing serious and will only do with theraphy. So his op will be on June 17. Luckily by that time my pantang pun dah over at least leh be with him while being treated.

Initially hubby was reluctant to go for the op coz hes afraid it might affect his PES status. He need to maintain his PES status in order not to affect his next stage of his career. Told the doctor that he would be safe only after September. But doctor assure him that this op would not affect his PES status. Memanglah rezeki tu ada di mana2, but in times like this if he cant continue his service with the Armed Forces, its not easy looking for a new job outside, especially now we have an extra mouth to feed, more responsibility awaits.

Ya'Allah, kau lindungilah suamiku.

Tukar Bulan

Tukar Bulan

Nowadays Khairin keeps crying at night. Mcm kena pukul pulak. Dukung duduk salah, berdiri salah semua tak kena. One thing about my little boy nie, suka jalan2...My mum kata ikut me coz when I was pregnant mmg I suka jln2, still travel from Yishun to Paya Lebar and work till few days before I gave birth. Ah sekarang kena jln2 sambil dodoikan Khairin. Yerlah, I told mum, kata kena bykkan jln then lebih mudah melahirkan, kalau ikutkan hati mmg malas tapi takut nanti labour susah hehehe...Ntahlah eh kepercayaan orang tua dulu2.

Mum pun kata time ni lah mmg betul2 menguji kesabaran. Dah nak abis hari, bb mmg suka merengek, dah nak tukar bulan. Lagipun I notice Khairin kalau buang air besar, semangat dah beberapa hari nie.

Memang betul menguji kesabaran, and I let it out to hubby. I really brush him yesterday hahaha!!!(adalah criter kalau tak takkan I nak cari pasal) pai I boycot never took care of Khairin the whole night. He was the one who attended, sambil tgk bola, Liverpool and AC Milan. Seriously I was knocked out yesterday, I never heard Khairin cried, only at 0630 I realised that hubby was so like cartoon, Khairin kept crying and he need to bath and get ready for work. He just gave Khairin the pacifier, apa lagi member bangun then I saw milk already prepared, let Khairin drank and soon he was back to sleep.

Walked hubby to the door and for me back to sleep. Bangun kul 0830, bathed him, and sampai sekarang, I didnt took any nap, for Khairin hes sleeping, sometimes I really hope that he could sleep like this thruout the night, but I know it would never be...Its ok, just for a few months of endurance.

...Meet u at last...Uncle Faried

...Meet u at last...Uncle Faried

Yesterday marks a memorable day for me and Khairin. Well, my in-laws came over, including my bro-in-law. He was so excited to see Khairin coz he was working shift and the next day after Khairin's birth he was outstationed to Japan. BIL was like a paparazzi. Khairin pun mcm tau jer, the moment they came, he was half awake, they managed to be entertained with his memek muka.

They stayed quite long and I should say the presence of Khairin changes a number of things. Me & inlaws are more closer, and also first time BIL talked to me. Eventhough its not the chit chatting type, at least there was a communication. Terlalu xcited sampai really forgotten to snap photos with my digicam...aiseyman!!!! Hubby pun sama.

Before that hubby's buddy came satu keluarga including his mum. I was stunned when she was so kecoh of why i still have not shave Khairin's hair...and explained mesti buat tu...ni....Common, I know what needs to be done, I still have parent and parent in laws. I believe nawa'itu yg penting, and nak buat nie semua mestilah kena tgk kemampuan diri sendiri, takkan nak minta sponsor...kalau nak aqiqah pun...i nak qiqah dgn apa?? Pening kepala....

MIL & FIL was aware about this and they share the same pendapat as me. Lagipun anak lelaki nie lebih..Insya'ALLAH bila dah ada rezeki tu, of course I will do for Khairin. Saper taknak buat awal2....Bab cukur rambut insya'ALLAH dlm masa terdekat ni...buat sekali dgn my house warming...

Mission Alone

Mission Alone

Yesterday was the first day spent the nite without hubby since Khairin's birth. Hubby was on Guard Duty...*sob* Look forward for the evening, only then Khairin can feel the presence of his papa. Khairin was crying badly yesterday, cari papa dia mungkin. I was quite worried it may drag to his sleeping hours, coz there would be no one to help prepare his milk.....Mum offered to let Khairin sleep with her, but I said its ok...its gonna be a lesson for me...Though its gonna be a bit tough I believe I can do it.

Alhamdulillah he didn't cry much. Just wake up for his feeds and back to sleep..Good boy...

Orait thats for now...gonna entertain my little prince...

Have a great weekend friends....

As Requested

As Requested

Sorry not much pics in the meantime, coz tgk Khairin hari2 ZZzzzz jer. Pose sama. But will get more of his pics soon.

Photos of Ahmad Nur Khairin

2 WEEKS BACK

2 WEEKS BACK

Wow!!! Such a long time away from the blogging world. Sorry ya no updates. I'm just adjusting & adapting to my new environment. MOTHERHOOD. Kinda simple word but its really not that easy when we step into the world. Sleepless nites, attenting to Khairin's need of feeds. Alhamdulillah so far I'm able to pull thru, definitely with the help of family members and not forgetting my beloved husband. Though himself not in good condition, he still did his responsibilities as a father. Alrite for now, I'm taking this opportunity to recap what happened 2 weeks back - that is my labour, which is still vivid in my mind, as if it just took place yesterday.

30.04.2005 - I started to feel uneasy, which turns out to be a false alarm. I had initially discussed with hubby, if by 05th May (my next appt) i dun have the signs of labour, I wanna request for induce. Frankly its not becos of the date, its just that I will reach my 40 weeks of pregnancy by then and I need to think of my maternity leave which I had start on 28.04.2005. Delays means I'm wasting my leave :(

01.05.2005 - While watching 'Aleeya Maisara' @ suria, I started to feel menstral cramps. Macam nak terbagi dua badan & pinggang. I was shocked to see blood stains. Informed hubby and in my mind is it the time?? Oh!! No!! Told mama and she rendam the akar fatimah and within short time, it blooms fully. By that time, I was concentrating on my contration intervals, its an hourly. Sempat gie northpoint after maghrib, reached home at 2045hrs, watched Lefthanded but with no concentration. Hubby wants me to go hospital but i was stubborn, can still maintain. When the contraction was 20mins apart, i called the labour ward and was informed to wait for 5mins interval as first child labour normally takes longer time. Hah?? And once it was only 10 mins apart, i called again and another staff told me if im worried I can come down and if cervix not dilated, I have to go home. So @ 2315hrs, took my shower, got ready, hubby informed mama and off we went to hospital with mama & papa. Sempat gie rumah kakak, jalan mcm model hehehe masih leh maintain cool, tapi dlm hati hanya DIA yg mengetahui.

Reached hospital at midnight, and I was welcome by the first staff who answered my call. She asked me why i come?? Eh!! I dun care. I told her, I'm in pain especially my waist area, u wanna me wait for 5 mins interval?? She brought me to the assessment room and I was interogated. Then at 0030hrs, M.O. came and seluk....Ouch!! I was 5cm dilated. They told me that I will be in the labour wardand will deliver anytime today. My heartbeat was beating very faster. My parents came to assessment room, I salam, minta maaf and kiss my parents.

Walked to the labour ward got changed and rest. Up to 0300 hrs, the gas mask was my new found friend and by 0330 hrs I told hubby that I wanna request pethidine. The midwifes were happy to see my cervix opening progress. By 0515hrs my gynae came, they told me to push when i feel the contraction. I was already high and hubby kept whispering to me to istifar and zikir byk2, jgn lepas. But there was one pt. I raised my voice to my gynae...Member tgh high beb, tk sedar apa dia merepek. But my gynae gave me an encouragement that i will neva forget. "Well Noraindah, its all up to you. The decision is yours. It's like running a marathon, you are almost to the finishing line, are u giving up?? One correct push with your full strength, you will be a mum. Or you want to continue bear the pain, we shall all just wait for you. Staying on like this will only make things worse, you may take hours of labour" I turned to hubby, he kissed my forehead and told me, one push ayang, a strong one!! I held hid hsnd tight and by the 3rd push, my prince is out. Alhamdulillah. Hubby azankan, managed to feed him with kurma, madu and air zam2...(sounds kiasu). Hubby was thankful to ALLAH, cos both of us are safe. I whispered to hubby, Happy birthday in advance dear, that is your 28th bdae present, the Gift of Life...Hubby was speechless.

Stitching time and like Frina said, the stitching was nothing compared to the delivery experience. Rested at labour ward, but I couldnt close my eyes, everything was too wonderful. I told hubby to catch some sleep cos he didnt sleep the whole night. After breakfast, which i didnt ate much was wheeled to ward.

Thank you ALLAH, thank you for the gift, thank you for making my baby a May baby.